Harper's New Monthly Magazine Vol. IV, No. 19, Dec 1851Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine Vol. IV, No. 19, Dec 1851
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"The moment I was liberated I hastened, literally almost in a state of
madness, to Penzance. It was all true, and I was too late! Ellen had
been married something more than a week. It was Kershaw and his mother's
doings. Him I half-killed; but it is needless to go into details of the
frantic violence with which I conducted myself. I broke madly into the
presence of the newly-married couple: Ellen swooned with terror, and her
husband, white with consternation, and trembling in every limb, had
barely, I remember, sufficient power to stammer out, 'that he would pray
for me.' The next six months is a blank. I went to London; fell
into evil courses, drank, gambled; heard after a while that
Ellen was dead--the shock of which partially checked my downward
progress--partially only. I left off drinking, but not gambling, and
ultimately I became connected with a number of disreputable persons,
among whom was your prisoner Sparkes. He found part of the capital with
which I have been carrying on the contraband trade for the last two
years. I had, however, fully determined to withdraw myself from the
dangerous though exciting pursuit. This was to have been my last trip;
but you know," he added, bitterly, "it is always upon the last turn of
the dice that the devil wins his victim."
He ceased speaking, and we both remained silent for several minutes.
What on my part _could_ be said or suggested?
"You hinted just now," I remarked, after a while, "that all your
remaining property was in this parcel. You have, however, of course,
reserved sufficient for your defense?"
A strange smile curled his lip, and a wild, brief flash of light broke
from his dark eyes, as he answered, "O yes; more than enough--more, much
more than will be required."
"I am glad of that." We were again silent, and I presently exclaimed,
"Suppose we take a turn on deck--the heat here stifles one."
"With all my heart," he answered; and we both left the cabin.
We continued to pace the deck side by side for some time without
interchanging a syllable. The night was beautifully clear and fine, and
the cool breeze that swept over the star and moon-lit waters gradually
allayed the feverish nervousness which the unfortunate lieutenant's
narrative had excited.
"A beautiful, however illusive world," he by-and-by sadly resumed; "this
Death--now so close at my heels--wrenches us from. And yet you and I,
Warneford, have seen men rush to encounter the King of Terrors, as he is
called, as readily as if summoned to a bridal."
"A sense of duty and a habit of discipline will always overpower, in men
of our race and profession, the vulgar fear of death."
"Is it not also, think you, the greater fear of disgrace, dishonor in
the eyes of the world, which outweighs the lesser dread?"
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