Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. V, No. XXIX., October, 1852Various
Religion
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. V, No. XXIX., October, 1852
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Never was a joyful ceremony more melancholy--in the presence of the
dying--with the memory of the dead. After it was over, one little
circumstance after another occurred to arouse fears and suspicions. A
strange, hired horse was found in the stable. Then came the news from
Cambridge that young Elliot had set out the night before, no one knew
whither. Then two pistols were found in the grass by the side of the
avenue. Then drops of blood, and staggering steps were traced across
the grass court to a small shrubbery which led to the back of the
house, and there the dead body of the son and brother was found, lying
on its face, as if he had fallen forward in attempting to reach a door
in the rear of the building.
Mrs. Elliot died that night, without having heard of her son's fate.
Investigations followed: every inquiry was made; and a coroner's jury
was summoned. They returned what is called an open verdict, and the
matter passed away from the minds of the general public.
But there was one who remembered it. There was one upon whose mind
it wore and fretted like rust upon a keen sword blade. His home
was bright and cheerful; his wife was fond, faithful, and lovely;
beautiful children grew up around his path like flowers; riches were
his, and worldly honors fell thick upon him; but day by day he grew
sterner and more sad; day by day the cloud and the shadow encompassed
him more densely. Of his children he was passionately fond; and his
wife--oh, how terribly he loved her! Happy for him, she was not like
many women--like too many--whom affection spoils, whom tenderness
hardens, who learn to exact in proportion to that which is given, and
who, when the utmost is done, still, "like the horse-leeches' daughter,
cry 'more, more!'" He adored, he idolized her. Her lightest wish, her
idlest fancy--her caprices, if she had any--were all gratified as soon
as they were formed. Opposition to her will seemed to him an offense,
and disobedience to her lightest command by any of her household, was
immediately checked or punished. Was he making retribution?--Was he
trying to atone?--Was he seeking to compensate for a great injury? God
only knows. But happy, happy for him that Emma Bailey was not like
other women; that spoiling could not spoil her: that indulgence had no
debasing effect.
Still he grew more sad. It might be that every time he held her to
his heart, he remembered that he had slain her brother. It might be,
that when she gazed into his eyes, with looks of undiminished love and
confidence, he felt that there was a dark secret hidden beneath the
vail through which he fancied she saw him, which, could she have beheld
it, would have turned all that passionate affection to bitterness and
hate. It might be that he knew he was deceiving--the saddest, darkest,
most despairing consciousness that can overload the heart of man.
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