Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. V, No. XXV, June, 1852Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. V, No. XXV, June, 1852
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a parting cavatina before he mounted the tumbril, which would call on
its way to the guillotine about twelve o'clock. Fifteen other gentlemen
of their community were bound on the same voyage; they were liable to
such deductions from their social circle, he was sorry to say--and
he shrugged his shoulders--on occasions far too frequent for their
repose; but then they were constantly receiving fresh additions, and
their number was generally very nearly if not quite complete. He told
me that among the twenty or thirty gentlemen conversing so cheerfully
at the next table, seven would die that morning, and apologized for
not pointing out the particular individuals, on the score of its being
hardly polite to do so.
I was perfectly horrified at the communication of my voluble companion.
Though living so long in the very centre and focus of revolution,
I had kept so carefully clear of the terrible drama which had been
acting, and had been so wrapped up in my own concerns, that I was
altogether unprepared for the recognition of such a state of feeling
on the subject of certain, sudden, and murderous death, as I now found
existing around me. It required all the courage and self-control I
was master of to repress the natural exclamations of dismay that rose
to my lips. I thanked my new friend for his courtesy, expressed my
determination not to appear in the social circle at any time when my
spirits were not up to the mark, and, bowing ceremoniously, withdrew
to my own cell to ruminate alone upon what I had heard. You may
imagine what passed in my mind. I had been religiously educated in a
Protestant country; I had never, even in France, neglected the daily
duties of religion. I had knelt, morning, and evening, from my earliest
childhood, to my father's God; and I had devoutly sought the especial
direction of his providence both in taking the step which led me to
Paris in the first instance, and in that which had fixed me there when
my partners had fled in apprehension of calamity. The idea of death
had been to me always one of unmingled solemnity; and the thought of
opposing laughter and merriment to the grim aspect of the grisly king
was abhorrent to my imagination. I remained all the morning in my cell,
a prey to miserable and anxious thought. I heard the cavatina played
with firmness and brilliancy by the musician who knew to a certainty
that within an hour he would be a headless corpse. I heard the tumbril
drive up to the door which was to convey sixteen of my fellow-prisoners
to feed the dripping ax. I saw them defile past my cell as the jailer
checked them off on his list, and heard them respond gayly to the "Bon
voyage" of their companions ere they departed in the fatal cart which
was to carry them "out of the world."
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