Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Volume 1, No. 3, August, 1850.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Volume 1, No. 3, August, 1850.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Henry, I can live with you and your wife no more. I should
grow avaricious in my old age, were I to remain with you. I
should long for money to call my own. Those doled out shillings
which I received wakened within me feelings of a dark
nature--covetousness, and envy, and discontent--which must have
shadowed the happiness of your mother in heaven to look down
upon. I must go and seek out an independent living for myself,
even yet, though I am fifty-two. Though my energies for
struggling with the world died, I thought, when your mother
died, and, leaving my active business to you, I retired to live
in the country, I must go forth again, as if I were young, to
seek for the means of existence, for I feel I was not made to
be a beggar--a creature hanging on the bounty of others; no,
no, the merciful God will give me strength yet to provide for
myself, though I am old, and broken down in mind and body.
Farewell; you who were once my beloved son, may God soften and
amend your heart."
When Henry perused this letter, he would immediately have gone in search
of his father, in order to induce him to return home; but Mrs. Lawson
was at his side, and succeeded in persuading him to allow his father to
act as he pleased, and remain away as long as he wished.
* * * * *
Ten years rolled over our world, sinking millions beneath the black
waves of adverse fortune and fate, and raising the small number who, of
the innumerable aspirants for earthly good, usually succeed. Henry
Lawson was one of those whom time had lowered in fortune. His business
speculations had, for a lengthened period, been rather unsuccessful,
while Mrs. Lawson's expensive habits increased every day. At length
affairs came to such a crisis, that retrenchment or failure was
inevitable. Henry had enough of wisdom and spirit to insist on the first
alternative, and Mrs. Lawson was compelled by the pressure of
circumstances to yield in a certain degree; the country-house,
therefore, was let, Mrs. Lawson assigning as a reason, that she had lost
all relish for the country after the death of her dear children, both of
whom had died, leaving the parents childless.
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