Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
Mrs. Joscelyn’s hands had crept together, and clasped each other, with
that earnest appeal she was always making to earth and heaven: but they
slid asunder hastily when she met Joan’s eyes. She was thankful to allow
that it was quite reasonable that Harry should be sulky. “Though he
might have thought a little upon me. He might have thought I would
suffer most of all. He might have remembered how little I can do, and
that I must support everything,” she said to herself, with a few quiet
tears. She did not venture to say it even to Joan, though Joan was so
much more sympathetic than she could have hoped. Nobody ever thought of
anything she might have to suffer. Perhaps on the whole she was supposed
to enjoy it. “Making a fuss,” was one of her specialities in everybody’s
opinion. Her children were all disposed to think it did not matter very
much what the object of “the fuss” was. And thus she was left in her
parlour with her mending, a woman surrounded with people belonging to
her by nature and the dearest ties, yet altogether alone, as lonely as
any poor old maiden in her garret. Nor is this any unusual thing; a fact
in which the solitary may find a little uncomfortable alleviation of
their special woes.
Mr. Selby came back while the house was in this state of expectation,
not anxious as yet, but on the eve of becoming so. He did not send in
his card now, but usually presumed so far as to go straight to the
parlour door by himself, where he always knocked, however, before
entering. This time, he came in the morning, when he knew Joan was not
likely to be in the parlour. He was a little nervous, though perhaps it
would be too much to say that his heart beat. After forty, a man’s heart
requires a very strong inducement to make it beat, that is to say, in
any violent manner. But he was a little nervous, and half ashamed at
what he was about to do. He went doubtfully to the dairy door, which was
standing wide open. Inside Joan could be seen moving briskly about, and
her voice was very audible in not very gentle tones. Selby paused a
little, and listened to it with a comical concern upon his face. His
brow contracted a little with anxious care, though his mouth laughed.
Joan was scolding, nothing more or less. “Talk to me about not having
time!” she said, “You have time to dress yourself up, and go out to
court your lad, night after night. Is that what you call your duty to
your neighbour? My word, if your lads were your neighbours, you would
keep the commandments easy. Did ever any mortal see such bowls, to be in
a Christian person’s dairy? Woman! where do you expect to go? A dairy’s
not a dairy if the Queen of England might not eat her dinner off every
shelf in it, and give a prize for every brick. That’s what makes the
butter sweet, not your lads, or the tricks that you play. Get out of my
sight! I could take my hands to you, if I did not think too much of
myself.”
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