Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
“I’m thinking you’re going too fast, Mr. Selby,” said Joan. The laughing
spirit was exorcised. She no longer felt any inclination to burst forth
into that _fou rire_ which comes at the most inappropriate moments. He
had sobered her by his own perfect sobriety. Joan felt that this was a
grave business affair, and not a frivolous piece of nonsense
inappropriate to her serious years. Some lingering wish, perhaps, to
hear a real love tale in her own person had been lurking in her mind
along with the certainty that she would laugh at it if it were told. And
many ludicrous pictures had come before her when she first espied Mr.
Selby’s “intentions.” She had wondered, with a comical mixture of
inexperienced faith and cynicism, whether he would go down on his knees
and call her by all sorts of endearing names. She was bursting with
laughter at the sentimental personage who intended to make a divinity of
Joan Joscelyn. Nevertheless, perhaps, she was a little conscious,
secretly and underneath all, though she never acknowledged it to
herself, that this was the way in which a woman had a right to be
addressed once in her life--Joan Joscelyn as well as another. But that
was a very great secret, and deep down; so deep that she had never
confessed it even to herself. And now she was out in all her
calculations, and there was nothing sentimental to laugh at. It was a
very sensible sort of bargain that was proposed to her, and she did not
know where to find a word against it. Her laugh came to an entire end.
“I’m thinking,” she said, “that you’re going too fast.”
“It lies with you to say that,” said Selby; “but, Joan, remember” (he
had given up the Miss, and she perceived it), “that what I am saying I’m
ready to do, and it’s only for you to say the word. I’ve thought of it
since ever I saw you. ‘That’s the woman for me,’ I said, and you know
how we agreed about the colt. We agree, too, about the place. I went to
look at it because you said you would like it, and I like it, too. And
we’re both partial to the same kind of life. If we couldn’t get on
together I don’t know who should. And in everything else I’ll do
whatever you please.”
“You miss out one thing, Mr. Selby,” said Joan, “we ought to be partial
to each other as well as to the kind of life.”
“Well, I am,” said Selby, fervently; “that’s the truth. I can’t speak
for you; but _I_ am. I’m partial to your looks and your ways, and
everything about you. I like the way you sit still and knit, and I like
you in your dairy and out here. You’re just all I want as far as I can
see. I like you when you’re scolding. I was a little bit frightened at
first; but afterwards I liked that as well as the rest.”
“Well, you’re a bold man to be partial to a woman when she’s scolding,”
said Joan, a little mollified; “but I don’t know much about you, Mr.
Selby, and I can’t say I’m partial to you.”
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