Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
The laugh was not without a touch of gratification
in it, for it is true that a young woman, even when she reaches the
mature age of thirty and gives herself out as beyond such vanities,
still likes to have “a lad,” and to feel that she is like the
others--“respectit like the lave,” not left out in this important
particular of life. Joan was pleased with Mr. Selby that he had
appreciated her. She thought the more of him for it, as has perhaps been
already perceived. She had an honest consciousness of her own value. She
knew what she could do, and what her services were worth in the not very
satisfactory position she held in her father’s house, where she had the
responsibility of everything without either the approbation or the
reward to which such work as hers was entitled. And she knew, without
any misplaced modesty on the subject, that she would make an excellent
wife. But being thirty, and in her own opinion very homely in
appearance, and evidently not appreciated in this way, Joan had, with a
half-conscious contempt for the fool of a man, whoever he was, who had
not “come forward,” and a secret laugh when she thought of it, even at
this contempt--put that contingency out of her mind and taken it for
granted that she was to be Joan Joscelyn till the end of her days, the
manager and soul of the establishment at the White House. If it occurred
to her sometimes--as of course it must have done--that the White House
could not continue for ever under its present _régime_, and that the
day would come when Will’s wife (and a bonnie hand _she_ would make of
it!) must reign in her stead, the idea in no way troubled her; for she
knew that no circumstances could arise in which she, Joan Joscelyn,
would not be well worth her salt. But now, when she had no thought of
any such want, when she had put it entirely out of her mind, here had
happened the thing that she thought would never happen! She had got “a
lad.” Suddenly the monotonous future in which she had foreseen no change
opened before her, showing the pretty little property she had always
admired, the place which had once belonged to the Joscelyns; the pasture
which was the sweetest in the country-side; the nice house with its
sunny aspect, so different from the White House; the best of beasts in
the stables, and even the phaeton in the coach-house. It is the greatest
wonder in the world that women are not demoralised altogether by the
constant possibility of such sudden changes in their existence. From day
to day it is always happening. A poor girl, who has been trained to all
the pinchings and scrapings of genteel poverty, will suddenly see wealth
before her, and consideration, and importance, all in a moment, offered
to her acceptance without any virtue of hers. We ask a great deal in
asking young women to be wholly insensible to this chance which may
happen at any moment to any one of them, and of which everyone knows
instances. It was not anything so magnificent which had suddenly fallen
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