Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
“It is not the police,” said Selby mildly; but they were ignorant of all
modern habits in this way, and the suggestion was so great an offence to
them, that it nearly took away all their gratitude and hope in the
proposal he had made. He was prudent enough to say no more about it;
but took Harry’s address at his lodgings and at his office, making
careful note of everything in a way that went to Mrs. Joscelyn’s heart.
Her courage rose as she saw him make these notes. They looked like
something doing, an effort which must come to some result. To-morrow
early this good friend would be on the spot; would see with his eyes and
hear with his ears everything that could be heard or seen; and she could
not doubt that he would bring light out of the darkness. Her tears dried
as she looked at him; the feeble wringing of her hands was stayed--they
clasped each other instead with a tremulous patience and almost
steadiness. Never before had there been a reasonable being like this,
kind and sympathetic and understanding, to stand by her in any of her
troubles; it seemed an almost miraculous goodness to the heart-broken
woman. And Harry must hear reason at the hands of such a man. If he did
so much for her, surely he would do more for Harry. She was comforted
beyond measure by the very sight of him as he stood and took down the
address. And that he should be willing to do so much for _her_, seemed
miraculous to her. She could not think of any other reason for his
kindness.
As for Joan, she was consoled too, partly by gratitude like her
mother’s, but partly also by her insight into Selby’s real motive, which
her mother did not guess. Her brow and her eyes were very grave and
heavy still with anxiety; but the dimple remained at the corner of her
mouth. She saw through him very well; he was not generous or
disinterested, as her mother thought. She knew his motive. And Joan was
not sure yet that it would do him any good notwithstanding her
gratitude. She was by no means free from a little sidelong sense of that
knavery which is common enough in such matters. She meant to accept, as
far as this went, his self-devotion, but she was not sure that the hopes
he was building upon it might not be fallacious hopes, and secretly
entertained in her inmost heart a half-determination to cheat him yet,
and prove him wrong in his reliance upon the services he was going to
render her. But mingled as this process of thought was, it was on the
whole exhilarating. Her heart rose a little. She thought more of herself
as she caught a glimpse of herself in Philip Selby’s eyes, and as her
self-esteem received a sensible stimulus, her hopes increased with it.
The more we think of ourselves the more sure we are that good and not
evil will happen to us. There is nothing more terrible in misfortune
than the depression and sense of demerit which it brings with it. Joan
thought better of herself through the spectacles which Selby provided,
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