Harry Joscelyn; vol. 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
He was silent for a minute, looking at her with a curious expression
which she did not understand. What did it mean? No doubt Lionel thought
that Lydia knew exactly all that was overflowing in him; the eagerness
in his eyes, the hesitation in his mind. He thought she looked him
through and through, and she thought he looked her through and through.
The young man felt as if it could scarcely be necessary for him to say
what was in his heart; she must have seen it in every look for months;
and she, on her side, felt that her secret, which he was so likely to
have divined, must be kept from him at all hazards. Thus they stood for
a moment as in a duel, the man sealing his lips by force, considering,
with a generosity that cost him much, that to speak now would make the
position intolerable for her, and that any formal declaration of his
sentiments (which she must know so well before he uttered them!) must be
reserved for the very end of the family intercourse in which they had
been living; while the woman, who had been far too much interested on
her own account ever to discover his meaning fully, doubted still, and
guarding herself against a mistake of vanity, had to guard her own
secret, which she would not have him divine. They looked at each other
thus for a breathless moment; then he spoke.
“I can talk to you whenever I please? but not now; before--if ever--we
part.”
What did that mean? “Before--if ever.” Her heart beat so loudly that she
seemed unable to do anything but keep it down, and yet she asked herself
wistfully what was the meaning of it. She was tantalized and aggravated
beyond words. “That will soon be,” she said with a little mocking laugh,
and turning, walked away towards the river. He followed her quite silent
and cast down, for he thought this laugh meant the very worst. And when
they got back to the inn Lydia disappeared, and save in his mother’s
presence saw him no more that day. Lady Brotherton saw no difference for
her part. She tried to throw them together benevolently. “You must try
and make the best of it,” she said. “I must go back to your father,
Lionel. Take Lydia somewhere, show her the town. You are cousins, you
need not stand upon ceremony, you don’t want a chaperon.”
“I am so sorry, Lady Brotherton,” said Liddy with an innocent air, “but
I must go and write letters. We have been moving about so much lately. I
have not written half so often as usual to my mother. I thought I’d take
this afternoon for it.”
“That is a pity,” said Lady Brotherton, “I am sure she will excuse you,
my dear; you will be with her so soon! and Lionel will be quite lonely;
you might give him this afternoon. Your mother will have you in a week,
you know.”
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