Rachel stood at one of the windows, which was thrown open. She was
leaning against its side and looking out into the night. When she turned
toward him something in her manner caused in Ffrench an increase of
nervousness amounting to irritation.
"You wish to say something to me," she remarked. "What is it?"
"Yes," he answered. "I wish to say something to you."
He could not make up his mind to say it for a moment or so. He found
himself returning her undisturbed glance with an excited and bewildered
one.
"I--the fact is"--he broke forth, desperately, "I--I do not understand
you."
"That is not at all singular," she replied. "You have often said so
before."
He began to lose his temper and to walk about the room.
"You have often chosen to seem incomprehensible," he said, "but _this_
is the most extraordinary thing you have done yet. You--you must know
that it looks very bad--that people are discussing you openly--_you_ of
all women!"
Suddenly he wheeled about and stopped, staring at her with more
uncertainty and bewilderment than ever.
"I ought to know you better," he said, "I do know you better than to
think you capable of any weakness of--of that kind. You are _not_
capable of it. You are too proud and too fond of yourself, and yet"----
"And yet what?" she demanded, in a peculiar, low voice.
He faltered visibly.
"And yet you are permitting yourself to--to be talked over
and--misunderstood."
"Do you think," she asked, in the same voice, "that I care for being
'talked over?'"
"You would care if you knew what is said," he responded. "You do not
know."
"I can guess," she replied, "easily."
But she was deadly pale and he saw it, and her humiliation was that she
_knew_ he saw it.
"What you do," he continued, "is of more consequence than what most
women do. You are not popular. You have held yourself very high and have
set people at defiance. If you should be guilty of a romantic folly, it
would go harder with you than with others."
"I know that," she answered him, "far better than you do."
She held herself quite erect and kept her eyes steadily upon him.
"What is the romantic folly?" she put it to him.
He could not have put it into words just then if his life had depended
upon his power to do it.
"You will not commit it," he said. "It is not in you to do it, but you
have put yourself in a false position, and it is very unpleasant for
both of us."
She stopped him.
"You are very much afraid of speaking plainly," she said. "Be more
definite."
He flushed to the roots of his hair in his confusion and uneasiness.
There was no way out of the difficulty.
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