The truth was that he seemed to fill the room. The time had passed when
he was ill at ease in the house. Now he was cool to defiance. Ffrench
had never found him so embarrassing as he was upon this particular
evening. He spoke very little, sitting in his chair silent, with a
gloomy and brooding look. When he directed his attention upon any one,
it was upon Rachel. The prolonged gaze which he occasionally fixed upon
her was one of evil scrutiny, which stirred her usually cool blood not a
little. She never failed, however, to meet it with composure. At last
she did a daring thing. Under cover of a conversation between her father
and Saint Meran, she went to the table at his side and began to turn
over the books upon it.
"I think," she said, in an undertone, "that you have something to say to
me."
"Aye," he answered, "I have that, and the time'll come when I shall say
it, too."
"You think I'm afraid to hear it," she continued. "Follow me into the
next room and see."
Then she addressed her father, speaking aloud.
"Your plans for the new bank are in the next room, I believe," she said.
"I wish to show them to Mr. Haworth."
"Y--yes," he admitted, somewhat reluctantly. "They are on my table."
She passed through the folding doors and Haworth followed her. She
stopped at one of the windows and waited for him to speak, and it was
during this moment in which she waited that he saw in her face what he
had not seen before--a faint pallor and a change which was not so much a
real change as the foreshadowing of one to come. He saw it now because
it chanced that the light struck full upon her.
"Now," she said, "say your say. But let me tell you that I shall listen
not because I feel a shadow of interest in it, but because I _know_ you
thought I shrank from hearing it."
He pushed open the French window and strode on to the terrace.
"Step out here," he said.
She went out.
"This," he said, glancing about him, "this is th' place you stood on th'
night you showed yourself to the strikers."
She made no answer.
"It's as good a place as any," he went on. "I'm going to have it out
with you," he said, with bitter significance.
Then, for the first time, it struck her that she had overstepped the
mark and done a dangerous thing, but she would have borne a great deal
sooner than turn back, and so she remained.
"I've stood it a long time," he said, "and now I'm going to reckon up.
There's a good bit of reckoning up to be done betwixt you and me, for
all you've held me at arm's length."
"I am glad," she put in, "that you acknowledge that I did hold you at
arm's length, and that you were not blind to it."
"Oh," he answered, "I wasn't blind to it, no more than you were blind to
the other; and from first to last it's been my comfort to remember that
you weren't blind to the other--that you knew it as well as I did. I've
held to that."
He came close to her.
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