"My dear Rachel," it ran. "In all probability we shall not meet
again for some time. I find myself utterly unable to remain to meet
the blow which must inevitably fall before many days are over. The
anxiety of the past year has made me a coward. I ask your
forgiveness for what you may call my desertion of you. We have
never relied upon each other much, and you at least are not
included in my ruin. You will not be called upon to share my
poverty. You had better return to Paris at once. With a faint hope
that you will at least pity me,
I remain,
Your affectionate father,
Gerard Ffrench."
CHAPTER LII.
"HAWORTH'S IS DONE WITH."
Almost at the same moment, Haworth was reading, in his room at the
Works, the letter which had been left for himself.
"I have borne as much as I can bear," it ended. "My punishment for
my folly is that I am a ruined man and a fugitive. My presence upon
the scene, when the climax comes, would be of no benefit to either
of us. Pardon me, if you can, for the wrong I have unintentionally
done you. My ill-luck was sheerly the result of circumstances. Even
yet, I cannot help thinking that there were great possibilities in
my plans. But you will not believe this and I will say no more.
In haste,
Ffrench."
When Rachel Ffrench finished reading her note she lighted a taper and
held the paper to it until it was reduced to ashes, and afterward turned
away merely a shade paler and colder than before. Haworth having
finished the reading of Ffrench's letter, sat for a few seconds staring
down at it as it lay before him on the table. Then he burst into a
brutal laugh.
After that, he sat stupefied--his elbows on the table, his head on his
hands. He did not move for half an hour.
The Works saw very little of him during the day. He remained alone in
his room, not showing himself, and one of the head clerks, coming in
from the Bank on business, went back mystified, and remarked in
confidence to a companion that "things had a queer look."
He did not leave the Works until late, and then went home. All through
the evening his mother watched him in her old tender way. She tried to
interest him with her history of the Briarley's bereavement and
unexpected good fortune. She shed tears over her recital.
"So old, my dear," she said. "Old enough to have outlived her own,--an'
her ways a little hard," wiping her eyes. "I'd like to be grieved for
more, Jem--though perhaps it's only nat'ral as it should be so. She
hadn't no son to miss her as you'll miss me. _I_ shouldn't like to be
the last, Jem."
He had been listening mechanically and he started and turned to her.
"The last?" he said. "Aye, it's a bit hard."
It was as if she had suggested a new thought to him of which he could
not rid himself at once. He kept looking at her, his eyes wandering over
her frail little figure and innocent old face, restlessly.
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