Although the girl had practically completed her task when he came upon
her, the last few crumbs were scattered, one by one, from the small yet
seemingly inexhaustible stock still left. And then, when he thought the
time had come, when all seemed ready, Hazel sought to fix his attention
upon a hundred-and-one different objects—this plant, that tree, the
brightness of a pet squirrel’s eyes, the bushiness of another’s tail,
the soft grey plumage of the wood pigeon. Would Paul like one on his
shoulder? She believed she could coax it there. Paul was soon nearly
frantic, fearful of offending or scaring her, divided between risking
the one or the other, torn with indecision, yet determined throughout
not to let so fitting an opportunity slip by ungrasped. Hazel had no
faintest clue as to how he was minded: she only knew that he was grave
again, and, though she had not so much as given one glance at his face,
she knew his eyes to be serious and deep and unfathomable. In a word,
he was in that tiresome mood that somehow troubled her. She must divert
his attention from herself, she must distract his mind with all manner
of interests; and these the wood amply afforded.
"Look at that green caterpillar," she exclaimed. "We might——"
"Hazel," Paul said desperately, interrupting her, "will you listen? It
is so important—to me."
"You said ’serious’ before," Hazel rejoined, a trifle flippantly. Her
back was turned upon him. She began busily to collect fir-cones.
"I want to tell you that I love you," the young man said at last, simply
and quietly. "I love you, Hazel."
"Thank you," Hazel said in polite good faith, half turning a flushed
cheek toward him. "It is—it is very good of you. But if you don’t
mind, try not to feel serious about it. Of course I like to hear you
say it—just once; but I knew it, I—I mean I always felt you were fond of
me."
"Child, child," Paul murmured. Then aloud: "Are you fond of me?"
"Oh yes," she answered frankly. "You know I am. But it is not a very
usual thing to ask a lady," she added reprovingly. "Teddie says you
have to guess at a lady’s feelings. By the way, have you had tea?"
Despite his emotion, a smile of genuine amusement, mingled with
exquisite tenderness, played about Paul’s mouth as his eyes dwelt upon
the little kneeling figure, so determinedly turned from him. He must
try again. He did not want to startle her, he must endeavour to make his
meaning dawn slowly upon her mind; and when he had achieved this, what,
ah what would her answer be! Had the girl’s feelings toward him only to
be awakened? Was love dormant? Or—unspeakable anguish was in the
thought—was there no love within her breast for him? He must know—he
must know: the pain of uncertainty was becoming more than he could bear.
He recalled Helen’s words and found comfort in them. "If she does not
know herself, if she cannot answer you now as you would wish, do not
despair, be hopeful, and leave things to time to put right."
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