"As for you, my boy, you are not going to refuse, for your own part, to
be benefited by your old uncle’s money, in that hot-spirited way of
yours?" Mr. Desborough asked, half anxious, half amused.
Teddie cleared his throat. "No, no," he assured the dying man, "we will
take it and use it. But, I say, uncle, hang the money," he burst out.
"Don’t talk like this. You have got years to live yet. You get well
and let us all go on in the good old way. Why, mother and Hazel were
saying how they hoped you would spend Christmas with us, and
we—they—think an awful lot of you. Don’t go and die yet."
A gleam of pure and genuine happiness passed over the face on the
pillow. He was not to die, then, quite unmourned; and as for this
warm-hearted boy and his little pet, Hazel, and his niece Helen, for the
matter of that, he could believe that they would rather keep the crusty
old relative among them than be possessed of his money, incredible as it
seemed.
"I should like to see Helen," he said suddenly, and he looked wistfully
at his young nephew. "Do you think she could come?"
"I have already telegraphed to her," Teddie replied; "she could be here
by about five o’clock, I think."
At about that time Helen arrived, eager to be of use, if only to help to
comfort the last hours of the poor life that was slipping away. She sat
by his bed and talked softly to him in her gentle, affectionate way,
careful not to agitate or excite him, keeping all painful subjects from
his thoughts. Once, despite her endeavours, he began to blame himself,
and Helen was infinitely touched at the yearning and distress his eyes
expressed, at the bitterness his words evinced, for the long years of
estrangement from her and her children.
"Do not blame yourself too much," she said tenderly. "I, too, was
wrong. I ought to have pushed my way into your heart and forced you to
love me, instead of allowing you to shut me out. My only excuse, dear
uncle, lies in the fact that I was poor and you were rich, and I shrank
from the possible construction that might have been put upon my
behaviour by others, had I seemed to force my friendship upon you. Now
I see that such shrinking was morbid and selfish. So, dear uncle, don’t
be troubled any more. We understand each other now, and freely do we
forgive one another. Is it not so?"
He made no answer, but feebly returned the pressure of her hand.
"All is well with you," she murmured presently, as she noted the weary
droop of his eyelids. "All is well and happy. We all love you. Think
only of that—we all love you, we all love you."
She murmured the words again and again. They seemed to soothe the dying
man, as a lullaby might soothe a little child, who had awakened,
distressed, from a bad dream. His eyes closed, a tranquil expression
spread over his worn features, and he sank into sleep, still grasping
his niece’s hand.
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