Bartlett nodded indifferently, hardly hearing what the other said. He
frowned thoughtfully at the floor as he pondered the situation. If he
objected to the youth in Billy’s presence, she would stand up for him,
all her love would be aroused to arms and she would see no wrong in her
hero. If the fellow snapped his fingers, she would run away with him.
What did Billy, tender, gently-guarded Billy, know of tramps, of the
rough, unhappy side of existence? Nothing. But if she caught a glimpse
of it with her own eyes, saw this lover of hers in his true light,
dirty, drunk, disreputable, the shock would kill her love utterly and
Bartlett would not have to use that authority of his which was no
authority, which Billy would refuse to obey. She had been free too long
for any one to govern her now. The only person who could effectually
break the unfortunate tangle was the Watermelon himself. Bartlett
glanced at the gloomy face beside him and read it as he had grown used
to reading men and events.
The Watermelon was young, hardly older than Billy; he was desperately in
love, with a love that was pure and true and generous. He was thinking
of Billy and not of himself. His opposition to Bartlett was merely the
anger aroused by Bartlett’s sneers. He was in reality filled with
humility and repentence to a degree that he would do anything to kill
the love Billy bore for him, knowing with his man’s knowledge that he
was not worthy of her, and longing with his youth and love to sacrifice
himself for her best good, seeing through young, unhappy eyes, only the
past, his own shame and profession. Forgetting the possibilities of the
future, he had gone to the extreme of self-loathing. The one thing he
saw was his past, that past that was wholly unfit for Billy. It blocked
the entire view, crushed him with the weight of inexorable facts. To
the young there are but two colors, black and white, and the Watermelon
was very young. Bartlett looked at him keenly and decided that his plan
would work, that he would not have to take a last desperate and
ineffectual stand against Billy.
"See here. In August we are going to our place in Westhaven. It’s a
small town in this state, up the coast away north of Portland. Come to
her there at the end of August, come as you are, a tramp, dirty, shabby,
drunk—"
"I don’t drink, not as the others do."
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