He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“You do not know,” said Lady Markham, “you cannot understand the
difficulties of people who are looked up to by a whole district, who
have the comfort of others, the very life of many in their hands. But
why should I speak of this?” she said. “I thought you understood, but
you do not understand. Now it is war between us, as you said. I want to
harm no one, but I must do what I can for my boy.”
She made them a curtsey which (for she could not be uncivil) included
both father and daughter, then drew down her veil with a trembling hand
and hurried away.
Spears went after her to the door. He was furious at this calm assertion
of something higher, larger, and more elevated in her different rank;
yet he could not help a certain reverence, an unwilling worship of the
lady, of whom he had once said regretfully that nothing like her was
ever produced in his own. He went to the door, and gazed after her as
she went along, her steps still hurried and agitated, but her natural
grace coming back to her. “Looked up to by a whole district--the comfort
of others, their very life in her hands.” Ah! there might be something
in that after all. He felt in his own veins a fulness, a swell of rising
blood as of a man able to bear others upon his shoulders, and fearing no
responsibility. That should come in the new world to which he was bound.
There he too would cease to be a single unit among other isolated
individuals, and would become a head also, a leader, the first of a
community. He felt as if she had dared him to it, and he would achieve
it. But as he stood there half-angry, half-stimulated, he was aware of
his daughter behind him, straining on tiptoe to look over his
shoulder--and turned round, looking at her with a new principle of
judgment and discrimination in his eyes.
“Was it really Lady Markham? Is she Mr. Markham’s mother?” said Janet,
breathless with excitement. “Oh, how pretty she must have been, father!
She’s not a bit nicely dressed, not what I would call equal to her
situation. But she looks a real lady. Don’t you think you would know she
was a real lady, whatever she had on?”
“I don’t know what you mean by a real lady. You are quite as silly as
the rest, you little fool.”
“Oh, but you do know,” cried Janet. “Miss Stichel puts on lovely things,
but she never has that look. Was that the lady that was so kind to you
in the country?--in that beautiful grand house?”
“Did I say she was kind to me?” said Spears, melting a little. “Well,
yes, I suppose she was.”
“And was it really,” said Janet, drooping her head, after she had cast
one keen glance at her father’s face, “really--about nothing but Mr.
Markham’s nonsense that she came here?”
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