He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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but which breathed echoes of soft pleasures past into the quiet. The
soft summer twilight fading slowly out of the great window, the cool
breathing of the dews and night air from the garden, the dreamy
music--all lulled the mind to rest. Lady Markham made not even a
pretence at occupation. What was she thinking of? When a woman has her
boys out in the world--those strange, unknown, yet so familiar creatures
whom she knows by heart yet knows nothing of, who have dipped into a
thousand things incomprehensible to her, filling her with vague fears
and aches of anxiety--of what but of them is she likely to be thinking?
She was groping vaguely after her Paul in strange places which her
imagination scarcely took in. When the other boys were away they too had
their share in her thoughts; but they were still in the age of innocence
at school, not young men abroad in the world. Where was he now? She
tried to figure to herself a scene of youthful gaiety--one of the
college parties she had read of in novels. She was the more bold to
think of this, as she felt that her appeal to Paul just despatched would
surely detach him, for a time at least, from all such noisy scenes. Lady
Markham’s imagination was not her strong point. She was floating vaguely
in a maze of fancies rather than forming for herself any definite
picture, when Brown came into the room with the letters. The music
stopped instantly, and Alice, rushing at them, uttered a tremulous cry
which made the mother at once aware what had happened. Only Paul could
have called forth that cry of trembling satisfaction, delight, and
alarm. Lady Markham got up at once and held out her hands for the
letters, while Alice ran to light the candles. “I can see, I can see,”
Lady Markham said. The mere fact that the letter was Paul’s made it more
or less luminous in itself and helped the fading light.
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