He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Paul emerged from the shadow of the staircase, which was like a ladder,
his face full of amusement and brightness, entirely at his ease, and
familiar with all about him. His hat was on and his coat was off, but
that evidently made no difference; neither did he cease to dry his hands
with the towel as he came leisurely down stairs. It was clear that he
expected no one whose appearance could require any more regard to the
decorum of formal life.
When he first caught sight of his father a cloud came over him. Sir
William’s face was not visible, but Sir William’s figure and voice were
scarcely to be mistaken. The father looked on while the first shadow of
fear came over his son’s face; then saw it lighten with a desperate
effort not to believe what was too apparent; then darken suddenly and
completely with the sense of discovery and of the fate which had
overtaken him. To see your child’s bright countenance cloud over at the
sight of you, to see the struggle of hope that this may not be you, and
despair to find that it is you, what mortal parent can bear this
unmoved? It would have half killed Lady Markham.
Sir William was of tougher stuff, and less entirely moved by the
affections; but yet he felt it. He saw the same line come into his son’s
forehead which all the family knew so well in his own, and that
expression of angry displeasure, impatience and gloom, came over his
face. This made him too angry, in spite of himself. He said, harshly--
“Yes, Paul, it is I. I am the last person you expected, or evidently
wished to see here.”
Paul came down the remaining steps, the very sound of his foot changing;
he threw away his towel and took off his hat, and assumed an air of
punctilious politeness.
“I do not deny that I am much surprised to see you, sir,” he said,
darting a glance aside of annoyed reproach at Fairfax. He had flushed a
gloomy red, of shame and annoyance, feeling his very shirt-sleeves to
be evidence against him--and looked round for his coat with an
inclination to be angry with everybody.
“I had just gone to wash my hands after my work,” he said, with a
confused apology. Confronted thus suddenly with his father in all the
solemnity of authority and parental displeasure, how could he help
feeling himself at a disadvantage? He forgot everything but that his
father had found him in circumstances which to him would seem equivocal,
perhaps disgraceful; but he was not allowed to forget.
“If you require to apologise, Markham, for being found in my shop or my
house, you had better not return here,” said the master of the place,
eyeing him over his shoulder from his bench, “any more.”
“I beg your pardon, Spears. My father--does not think with me. It is by
no will of mine that he has come here----”
“If you can’t be civil, and introduce him civilly--and if he can’t be
civil, and doesn’t know how to treat a man in his own house,” said
Spears, busy with his glue-pot, “you had better take him away.”
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