He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Lady Markham did not make any reply. She would not say anything about
the chief object of her mission. What she wanted above all things was to
test the truthfulness of her son’s assertion that this daughter was
nothing to him. Sir William put no faith in these assertions; but Paul’s
mother believed in him with trembling, even while she feared, and longed
for some indirect testimony which would convince her husband. She
thought over it all night, while she lay awake listening to the clocks
answering each other with hour after hour.
Paul had not responded to his mother’s inquiries, as they had all hoped.
He had resisted her questions proudly, and he had not attempted to
explain.
“You have made up your mind, you and my father, that I have not spoken
the truth,” he said. “Why should I repeat what you will not believe? I
have nothing to say but what I have said.”
“Oh, Paul, look in my face, and tell me--tell me!” she said. “I will not
doubt you.” But he was obdurate.
“I have told you,” he said, “and you have doubted.”
There was something even in this pride and indignant resistance of her
entreaties which moved his mother to believe in him; but Sir William was
of a different opinion. Her heart was torn asunder with doubt and fear;
and here was the one way in which she could know. Her husband might
think of Spears as a dangerous demagogue, but to her he was a man whose
face had brightened at the sight of her children, a man to whom she had
given her own ready sympathy--a human creature, whom she knew. Had she
not a right to go to him, to appeal to him to relinquish his hold on her
boy? Whether it was by his arguments, or by something less abstract, he
had, it seemed, power which was almost absolute over her boy. Lady
Markham did not mean to say anything to him about his daughter, to ask
of him whether it was love for her which was leading Paul away; but
could any one doubt that she would discover the truth if she could see
him, and speak to him without any one to interfere between them? She
could not endure the doubts of Paul which rose in her own mind, nor to
be obliged to listen to his father’s doubts of him, and say no word in
his defence.
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