He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“As if that were possible,” Lady Markham said, with a soft smile at this
theoretical folly. “One must be the eldest, whatever you say; and if any
harm were to happen to us,” she added, after a pause, raising her
beautiful head, “I have no fear that Paul would give up his position
then. If we were to become poor, to lose all we have--such things have
happened, Mr. Spears--my boy would not find it hard to remember to take
up his duties as the eldest son!”
“Ah!” said Spears in involuntary sympathy. Then he added with again the
same good-humoured smile, “There now, that is how you get the better of
us, you aristocrats. You are terribly cunning in argument, my lady. You
get over us by a suggestion of generosity when we are talking of
justice. The thing will never happen, of course--not in our day, more’s
the pity--your money and your land will never be taken from you.”
“Do you think that is a pity, Mr. Spears?”
“Well, yes,” he said, laughing, “from our point of view; but it will
never happen, not in our time. And even if it did happen, don’t you
think it would be far better to live each man for himself, and not a
whole family casting themselves on the shoulders of your son Paul?”
“My son Paul,” said Lady Markham, in a low voice, looking at him through
the tears in her eyes, “will be far away from us--will not be at hand to
be of use or consolation in case anything should happen to us, if you
and he have your will, Mr. Spears. He will be far away where he will be
of no use to his family. Such a thing might happen, though God forbid
it! as that I might be left to struggle alone for my children; and Paul,
my eldest, my natural help, far away, lost to me, as if he had never
been.”
Spears turned away while she was speaking, and returned to his bench. He
cleared his throat; his face flushed; he was as much embarrassed as she
had been at the beginning, and did not know how to reply.
“My lady,” he said, “this is too bad; I think it is too bad. After all a
man has more things to think of in this world than whether his family
has need of him, or if he can be of use to his mamma.”
He said the last word with a semitone of ridicule, then blushed for
himself as he caught her eye. Lady Markham saw her advantage. She would
not let him escape.
“Are there then many things in this world that are better than being of
use to your family, and helping in a hard task your mother? Do you think
so, Mr. Spears? Ah, no! I am certain you don’t. You are talking _au bout
des lèvres_, not from your heart. If we should ever need him, Paul will
be--who can tell?--thousands and thousands of miles away; and for what?
Why do you want him to go with you? Why are you going? I do not know the
reason. Because you are impatient, and do not like the manner in which
things are arranged at home?”
“We will not enter into that, my lady,” said Spears; “we will not enter
into that.”
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