He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
The girl spoke to her father, but her eyes were caught instantly by the
unusual apparition of the lady in the shop. Who was she? not an ordinary
customer, not anybody with an order for picture frames. A flutter awoke
in Janet’s breast. Was it perhaps somebody sent from the shop to offer
that situation which was the dream of her fancy? a situation, she did
not quite know what, varying as her hopes and sense of self-importance
varied from that of a companion (which, the forewoman of the shop had
told her, her manners and look were equal to--not to speak of her
education) to that of a lady’s maid. Emigration was not an idea which
pleased Janet. She was afraid of the sea, afraid of the unknown, and not
at all desirous of being always at home, shut up within the circle of
family duties and companionship. She wanted to see the world, as all
young people had, she thought, a right to do. To go into the wilds had
no charm for her. She had grown up in the close presence of all her
father’s theories without being affected by one of them. She had heard
him speak by the hour and had paid no attention. All his moral
independence, the haughtiness of his determination to be his own master,
and stand under subjection to no man, affected his child no more than to
make her wish the more fervently for that “situation,” which would
deliver her from the monotony of these “holdings forth.” Janet’s ideal
of a happy existence was that of a large “establishment” where there
would be a crowd of servants, elegant valets and splendid butlers at the
feet of the pretty maid whom nobody would be able to tell from a
lady--or perhaps a chance of catching the eye of the master of one of
these fine gentlemen, who would make her a lady in earnest, with
servants of her own. Nobody knew of these secret dreams which occupied
her fancy, and grew and flourished in the atmosphere of the shop; but
when her father called her suddenly, and she came down to see Lady
Markham standing so exactly like (she thought) a lady whom the forewoman
might have sent with the offer of a situation, her heart began to beat,
and her head to turn round with excitement--excitement only not so great
as that of the woman who stood gazing at her with wistful eyes, asking
herself if this was the woman whom Paul preferred to all the world.
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