He that will not when he may; vol. IIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. II
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Next evening it was apparent that the end was at hand. Just as the sun
went down, when the soft greyness of the summer twilight began to steal
into the air, the children were sent for into Sir William’s room. They
thronged in with pale faces and wide open eyes, having been bidden not
to cry--not to disturb the quiet of the death chamber. The windows were
all open, the sky appearing in wistful stretches of clearness; but near
the bed, in the shadow, a shaded lamp burned solemnly, and the window
beyond showed gleams of lurid colour in the western sky, barred by
strong black lines of cloud. These black lines of cloud, and the
mysterious shining of the lamp, gave a strange air of solemnity to the
room, all filled already by the awe and wonder of death. A sob of
mingled grief and terror burst from little Marie, as grasping her
sister’s hand convulsively, she followed Alice to her father’s bedside.
Was it he that lay there, propped up with cushions, breathing so hard
and painfully? The boys stood at the foot of the bed. Their hearts were
full of that dreary anguish of the unaccustomed and unknown, which gives
additional depth to every sorrow of early youth. Alice, who had taken
her place close to the head of the bed had lost this. She knew all about
it, poor child--what to do for him; what was coming; all that should be
administered to him. She was as pale as those pale stretches of sky, and
like them in the clear pathetic wistfulness of her face; but she had
something to do, and she was not afraid.
“William--are you able to say anything to the children?” said Lady
Markham. “They have all come--to see you--to ask how you are----” She
could not say, “to bid you farewell;” that was not possible. Her voice
was quite steady and calm. The time was coming when she would be able to
weep, but not now.
He opened his eyes and looked at them with a faint smile. He had always
been good to the children. At his most busy moment they had never been
afraid of him. Little Bell held her breath, opening her eyes wider and
wider to keep down that passion of tears which was coming, while Marie
clung to her, trying to imitate her, but with the tears already come,
and making blinding reflections of the solemn lamp and the evening
light.
“Ah, yes, the children,” Sir William said. “I have not seen them since
Sunday. They have been very good--and kind; they have not--made any
noise. Who is that? I thought--I heard--some one--”
“Nobody, papa,” said Alice--“nobody--except all of us.”
“Ah! all of you,” he said, and gave one of those panting, hard-drawn
breaths which were so terrible to hear.
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