He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“A--ah!” said Ada, with a malicious laugh, “you admire Dolly too, Sir
Augustus? I beg a thousand pardons. I ought to have been more cautious.
But I never thought that a man who had seen the world, a man of
judgment, a person with experience and discrimination----”
“You think too favourably of me,” said Sir Gus. “It is true I have come
over a great part of the world; but I don’t know that of itself that
gives one much experience. You think too favourably of me.”
“That is a fault,” said Ada, “which most men pardon very easily,” and
she looked at him in a way that was flattering, Gus felt, but a little
alarming too.
This conversation too had its effect upon him. He felt that there was no
time to lose in making up his mind. If he was to secure for himself a
companion before the winter came on, it would be well not to lose any
time. And Miss Westland was very flattering and agreeable; she seemed to
have a very high opinion of him. Gus did not feel that she was the woman
he would like to marry; but if by any chance it might happen that she
was a woman who would like to marry him, he did not feel that she would
be very easy to resist. That such a woman might possibly wish to marry
him was of itself very flattering; still on the whole, Gus felt that he
would prefer to choose rather than to be chosen. And with a shrewd sense
of the difficulties of his position, he decided that to have another
young lady betrothed to him would be by far his best safeguard against
Ada. A woman who belonged to him would stand up for him; and the mere
fact that he belonged to her would be an effectual defence. As it
happened, fortune favoured him. Mrs. Booth, who had come with Dolly in
her little carriage to the Towers, wanted to get back early, as the
evening was so fine, and Dolly declared that there was nothing she would
like so much as to walk. There would certainly be somebody going her way
to bear her company. Then Sir Gus stepped forward and said he would
certainly be going her way, and would walk with her to the Rectory gate.
Dolly smiled upon him so gratefully when he said this that his heart
stirred in Gus’s bosom. She kept near him all the rest of the time,
coming up to him now and then to see if he was ready, if he wished to
go, with much filial attention; but Gus did not think of it in that
light. Nor did he think that it was by way of getting rid of George
Westland that she devoted herself to him. This is not an idea which
naturally suggests itself to a man who has never had any reason to think
badly of himself. Gus had always, on the contrary, entertained a very
good opinion of himself; he had known that, on the whole, he deserved
that mankind in general should entertain a good opinion of him, and
there was nothing at all out of the way, or even unexpected in the fact
that Dolly should be pleased by his care of her, and attracted towards
himself. It was a thing which was very natural and delightful, and
pleased him greatly.
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