He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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so sore with the present that she could not console herself with the
future. How could it be that Job was comforted with other sons and
daughters, instead of those he had lost? How many a poor creature has
wondered over this! Can one make up for another? Lady Markham sat all
alone, half suffocated with unshed tears. Paul was going away, and she
had not the courage to go to Alice, to question her, to hear that in
heart she also had gone away. Thus she sat disconsolate in the
drawing-room, while Gus took possession of the library. The poor little
gentleman was still sadder than Lady Markham; not so unhappy, but
sadder, not knowing what to do with himself. The long evening alone
appalled him. He took a book, but he was not very fond of reading. The
children had gone to bed. He went to the window once, and, looking out,
saw a red spark, moving about among the trees, of Paul’s cigar.
Probably, if he joined him, it would only be to feel more the enormity
of his own existence. Gus went back to his chair, and drawing himself
close to the fire (which Mr. Brown had caused to be lighted, reflecting
that Sir Augustus was a foreigner, and might feel chilly), fell asleep
there, and so spent a forlorn evening all by himself. Was this what he
had come to England for, to struggle for his rights, and make everybody
unhappy? It was not a very lofty end after all.
And next day there was so much to be settled. Paul was astir early,
excited and restless, he could not tell why. It seemed to him that one
way or other his fate was to be settled that day. If Janet Spears clung
to him, if she insisted on keeping her hold upon him, what was he to do?
He went down very early to the village, wandering about all the places
he had known. He had never been very genial in his manners with the poor
people, but yet he had been known to them all his life, and received
salutations on all sides. Some of them still called him Sir Paul. They
knew he was not his father’s successor--that there was another and
altogether new name in the Markham family--but the good rustics, many of
them, could not make out how, once having been Sir Paul to their certain
consciousness, he could ever cease to bear that title. The name brought
back to the young man’s mind the flash of finer feeling, the subdued and
sorrowful elation with which he had walked about these quiet roads on
the morning of his father’s funeral. He had meant to lead a noble life
among these ancestral woods. All that his father was and more, he had
intended to be. He had meant to show his gratitude for having escaped
from the snare of those follies of his youth which had nearly cast him
away, by tolerance and help to those who were like himself. In politics,
in the management of the people immediately within his influence, he had
meant to give the world assurance of a man. But now that was all over.
In his place was poor little Gus: and he himself had neither influence
nor power.
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