He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Lady Markham did not forget Janet’s request to see the house, which had
been so boldly made when the girl had thought herself Paul’s future
wife. She took her into the great drawing-room with a little gleam of
malicious pleasure, to show her what she had lost, and watched her
bewildered admiration and awe. By this time the happiness of knowing
that her son was not going to forsake her had begun to diffuse itself
through Lady Markham’s being like a heavenly balsam, soothing all her
troubles. When they met going into the dining-room as the luncheon-bell
rang, she put her hand within his arm, holding it close to her side for
one moment of indulgence.
“You are not going away,” she said in his ear. “Thank God! Oh, why did
you not make me happy sooner--why did you not tell me, Paul?”
“Going away,” he said perplexed, “of course I am going away.” And then
her real meaning crossed him. “What, with Spears?” he said. “There has
not been any thought of that for many a day.”
Spears talked little at this meal; he was full of the discouragement and
mournful anger of disappointment. Up to the last moment he had hoped
that Paul would change his mind--perhaps on the ground of his supposed
love for Janet, if nothing else. But Paul had said nothing about Janet.
He did not understand it, but it made his heart sore. The rest of the
party were embarrassed enough, except Gus, who still thought this man
with the heavy brows was an electioneering agent yet did not like to
tackle him much, lest he should show his own ignorance of English
policy--(“Decidedly I must read the papers and form opinions,” Gus said
to himself); and Janet, who, seated at this beautiful table, with the
flowers on it and all the sparkling glass and silver, and Charles
waiting behind her chair, was sparkling with delight and pride. She was
seated by the side of Sir Augustus, and spoke to him, calling him by
that name. The dishes which were handed to her by the solemn assiduity
of Mr. Brown were food for the gods, she thought, though they were
simple enough. She made notes of everything for her own future guidance.
It was just possible, M. Lisiere had said, that he might keep a page to
wait upon his wife; thus the glory of a “man-servant” might still be
hers. In imagination she framed her life on the model of Markham; and so
full was her mind of these thoughts that Janet scarcely noticed Paul,
who, on his side, paid no attention to her. As for Lady Markham, she was
the soul of the party. She almost forgot her recent sorrow, and the
sight of Sir Augustus at the other end of the table did not subdue her
as usual. She asked Spears questions about his journey with the very
wantonness of relief--that journey which she had shuddered to hear
named, which had overshadowed her mind night and day was like a dead
lion to her; she could smile at it now.
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