Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
"It never reached us. Nothing but news of your death. I was Serge
Palma. She was supposed to be my wife. Of her distress at finding
me there instead of you, I need not tell you. She lived in my house
with Madame Roskova, the wife of Dr. Feodor Roskof, who is at
Yakutsk. I held myself aloof from her till she deemed me cold and
hard. I did not tell her Barenin's news for three months after I had
heard it, leaving her still the hope of your being alive. But the
hope died, and she was in sore distress. When Ostrog came, saying he
had seen you lying dead in the grass with a bullet through the head,
we had no further hope of seeing you again. Before God, we believed
you dead. My love for her was what it always had been. Before God,
I would have died sooner than speak had I believed you still alive.
You must believe me, Palma. She was in great distress and
loneliness, and I loved her. She put me off for many months, still
hoping against hope. And then----at last----we wedded----"
They had come to a stand long since and stood facing one another.
At the word, Palma's fist rose and dropped expressively, and his face
tightened grimly. He turned and walked on without a word, and Pavlof
followed.
They walked on and on. Would the carriages never come? Would Palma
never speak? It seemed to Pavlof as if they might walk on so, in
gloomy silence, for ever. But he had no words wherewith to break it.
Of what avail words? He had struck this man over the heart, and he
must have time to recover from the blow.
So, on and on, in a silence that was dreadful and seemed endless.
But all things come to an end, and at last they heard the carriages
coming up the road behind them, and still Palma said no word of what
was in him.
"Palma," said Paul, "do not break her heart. She has suffered
enough. She is innocent of offence in this matter, as I am also.
But, if you have anything to say, say it to me, here and now."
"There is nothing to say," said Serge with a groan. "It is the will
of God. But it is hard to bear. She is all the world to me, Pavlof."
"God help us all!" said Paul, and the tarantas drove up.
They climbed silently to their places, and Hope's quick glance showed
her that the story had been told. She had been very nervous as to
the outcome. She was trembling now with anxiety as to what Serge
would do, and how he would treat her.
He took her hand in his, and bent and kissed it, not with the quick
passion of the former time, but reverently, as one kisses the hand of
a dead love.
She burst into tears of relief and gratitude, and her fears were gone.
They were on the great Eastern road now, and speech was possible.
And presently, when she had recovered her composure somewhat, he bent
towards her and asked very gently--
"And--the child, Hope? What of it?"
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