Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
Before morning he had decided that Mikhail Barenin must be told of
Hope's presence there, and how it came about. For an unlikely, but
still possible, chance encounter between them, even at a distance,
might otherwise lead to trouble.
As to telling Hope of the report of Serge's death, he could not make
up his mind.
He debated it with and against himself, and tried to look at it in
every possible light.
If he could have been absolutely assured of its truth he would not
have hesitated. But he could not be sure. It might be true. It
might very likely be true. It was just as likely to be true as not.
Nay, he said to himself at last, it was more likely to be true than
not. And thereupon brought himself to with a round turn and took
himself soberly to task.
For after all, looked at coldly, calmly, judicially--points of view
only to be arrived at after severest condemnation of the
self-confessed prisoner at the bar--it might not be true, and, above
all thought of himself, was his thought for her, and--ay--of her.
For, do what he would, now that the door of possibility, of
probability--must he with shame confess it,--of hope, was unlatched
by Mikhail Barenin's news, his thoughts refused the leash and ran
freely. They leaped barriers, and climbed ladders whose end might
rest in Kara snows, but whose summits touched rosy heavens. For a
man may control his judgment, his words, his looks, but his thoughts
have a will of their own and a way of their own, and when they take
the bit it is time for him to pray that he may be delivered from evil.
He saw Barenin again next day, and under cover of a careful
examination of his patient, while the sentry looked on suspiciously
from a distance, he managed to tell him what he wished.
"Put out your tongue, Barenin," he said, "and listen to me before the
watchdog barks. Hope Palma is here--keep your tongue out, man--she
came expecting to find her husband, of course. We have been waiting
news. I have not told her yet lest it should not be true. I am
supposed to be Palma. She is supposed to be my wife. She lives in
my house since it is not safe for a woman to live here alone. But
she lives only in hope of word from Palma so that she may join him.
Now you understand the situation."
"I understand." There was a twinkle in his eye as he added, "For
your sake I hope the news is true."
"I wish only her happiness."
"We know that who know you. It was a surprise to us all when she
married Palma. Every one thought----"
"Here comes the sentry. Your wrist---- So! You must remain here a
day or two still. I will see you to-morrow."
At home he imposed so strict a guard upon himself, lest the tumult
which Barenin's news had excited in him should escape in look or
tone, that to Hope it seemed that he had suddenly become cold and
distant as never before.
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