Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
"You know better, Hope Ivanovna," and he would strive to make that
statement as colourless as possible.
"Shall we ever hear?" she would ask.
"God knows," and he thought of Barenin.
They never got much further than that, and she remained there,
waiting, waiting, waiting, for the news which never came--a captivity
of the spirit, harder to bear in some respects than the thraldom of
the mines, though here, indeed, redeeming features were not entirely
lacking.
But as time passed, and the absence of the promised word from Serge
himself lent countenance to Barenin's news, Paul decided at last that
she must be told.
He was quite aware that the anxiously expected letter might even then
be lying in the hands of the officials as a suspect, might have been
there for months, might never be delivered. Such things were by no
means uncommon. Many a perfectly innocent letter, full of homely
tidings into which morbid officialism read things undreamt of by the
writer, was never delivered at all, and many a heart sickened and
died of starvation in consequence.
He had a great fear, too, that this news of Barenin's, when she heard
it, might bring about changes in their delicate relationship--changes
which might not be for the better.
It seemed to him, indeed, at times that matters could hardly be more
trying for them than they were, and yet--there was no knowing. This
word of Barenin's might be like the dropping of an acid into a
delicate solution, resulting in spicules and facets, in the instant
formation of frosty points and angles where, before, all was
colourless quiescence and limpid clearness. For, after all, Hope
Ivanovna was a woman, and, little as he knew of women and their ways,
he had seen enough of late to know that they are unaccountable at
times and not to be understood of men.
She would regard him with different eyes. Would her glance be more
kindly? Or would he find there, or imagine, new suspicions of
himself and all his motives?
She would understand, in part at all events, the coldness and
aloofness to which he had schooled himself so rigorously. Would she
ascribe it to fear on his own account or on hers?
Would she after all understand that his coldness was meant in
kindness--that if he had been over cold it had been through fear of
being over kind?
For while Serge lived--if Serge lived--he stood between them as
inviolable as a law of God. But if Serge were indeed dead, then
there was no law, of God or man, that could keep them apart--if both
their hearts so willed it.
No further news filtered through to them. Serge's promised letter
never came; and at last he decided to tell her, and, having decided,
still put off the telling from day to day in dread of the result.
Then one night, as they sat in silence before the stove, he said
abruptly, "You remember Mikhail Barenin?"
"Surely," she said quickly, and gazed at him hungrily. It was a link
with the past. It might mean news.
"He is here--in the prison."
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