Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; GuileLong, John Luther
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Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; Guile
Long, John Luther
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Beloved, if God doth make this land impossible, then is it His purpose
that we shall cease with the land as we began. And that is just, as all
God’s dealings are. Oh, it is ominous that thou a man, and I a woman,
whom God made, should think to thwart His purposes in us or in this
land! Thou canst not change the purposes of God, beloved.”
“Does not God mean that we shall use the powers He gives us?”
“Yea—where He points the way.”
“And who points the way to me? Who puts these things into my brain?”
This reasoning was better to her. And it all was new—so great a thought
as that.
“I have not reasoned deep as that,” she said in awe. “Surely, thy
thought is greater and more reverent—than mine—as, indeed, a husband’s
should be greater than a wife’s,” she said in pretty pride of him. “I
try, just now, to think the travellers did put the purpose in thee. Yet,
somewhere, no matter how it came to thee, it had beginning in the mind
of God. I know not,” she whispered. “If thou thinkest it the will of
God—thou shalt go. To Him all oaths and promises against His will are
vanity and sin.”
“Beloved, if I stay, it will be alone to tread the mill and build me and
thee a house yonder with the dead. God does not desire that. That is our
destiny—our only destiny. To be hungry—poor—naked—to starve—to waste—to
be drowned in still waters—to sleep in decay yonder. If I go, the very
world is mine and all it has. That is God’s will.”
“I am thy joy, Christof,” pleaded his young wife. “So thou hast often
said. And I will give thee all my little life to make thee happy here. I
think I can. Oh, we will be hungry—yea—and poor—but we will be together.
There is no other life for me. Is there for thee? Together, Christof!”
“I cannot go without thy well-wishing,” he smiled and caressed her; “but
my wife will give me that and send me forth. She will not make me wear a
young life out here that might be great and honored there. She has it in
her splendid head that it will be for long and far. It is a week to the
great land. A week to find a nest. A week to come again. Canst thou not
wait and ward three weeks for paradise? Could I fail, if that is in thy
head, when it is for the helpless ones upon our hands and hearts and
for—thee? Now, for thy talisman of success. I will preserve it from all
harm and bring it back to thee. I swear it on this pretty hand. Thus did
our ancestors go forth. Art thou less brave than they? Am I?”
There was a moment in which nothing was heard but the sullen beating of
the waves. She was so sad that almost he was persuaded to renounce
ambition for her love. But his eye caught the sun upon a distant sail.
“There!” cried he. “It shall be as swift as that!”
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