Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; GuileLong, John Luther
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Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; Guile
Long, John Luther
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Yes, John. Wasn’t it queer that I should like thee with no collar on
thy coat? At first I think it was because thee was so different—so very
strong thee seemed.”
“It proves,” said John, with chilly wisdom, “that if evil is
communicable, goodness, also, is, and that it is stronger than evil.”
“But what, then, brought thee to the theatre, where I danced? I had
never before seen a Quaker there—I had never before seen one anywhere.”
She laughed happily.
“I had heard of thee—thy grace and beauty—and I desired to know if God
permitted such gifts to be so sadly used.”
“And then?”
“After I saw thee I wished to save thee.”
“Thank thee, my dear, dear John.”
“I think, Ann,” said John Estover, reflectively, “that I am not telling
the exact truth. There is such a thing, thee knows, as telling the truth
without exactness.”
“Oh, yes,” admitted his wife with an alacrity which would have alarmed
any one less good than her husband.
“I have often supposed that the exact truth is, that, travelling to cure
an illness becomes, when the illness is cured, a travelling for
pleasure. This, I fear, was my sinful state when I reached wicked but
beautiful Paris. I was, therefore, the prey of all temptation. And no
temptation, we are told, is so potent as woman. Observe the matter of
Adam and Eve, then Rahab and Jezebel—and, indeed, countless instances,
where good men have fallen by the way at the beckoning of a woman. I
think, Ann dear, that perhaps the world, the flesh, and the devil had an
undue grip upon my soul there in Paris, and that I was saved by suddenly
seeing what it had made of thee. It was an example I shall never forget.
Nor shall I ever cease to return thanks for its outcome.”
“Nor I, John dear,” laughed his little wife, with an incontinent
embrace.
“There, there,” said John, putting her off tenderly. “Yet—it all remains
to us in this one greatest difficulty of our lives—this keeping from our
child the history of thy life. But I am convinced that it is best. A
daughter must respect and look up to her mother. She must seem to her to
have always been immaculate. And this could not be if she knew all about
thee. She would not understand how well thee has redeemed thyself. She
would despise thee, and thy precepts would be of little avail. Yet must
thou continue thy exhortations to good.”
Ann smiled. The unwisdom of husbands kept him from the knowledge that
these exhortations were made in each other’s arms. This the mother not
only thought likely to be most effective, but much more lovely than any
other way.
She threatened a caress.
“Yes—yes,” said John, suppressing a suspicious movement of the arms
toward her. “But it is of Mary Ann. She is of an age. And she is as
pretty as thee—in that day thee speaks of. Therefore watch that she
enter not into any temptation.”
“Such as thee was to me?” laughed his wife. “Oh, John!”
And this time John did not resist her.
“I meant our child,” said he softly, “not thee.”
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