"Laura, come here!--I can't bear it. He suffers so! You don't see it, but I do. He has the look of my father when my mother died. I know that he will go to the Jesuits. They will quiet him, and pray for him--and prayer saves you. But you, Laura--_you_ might save him another way--oh! I must call it a happier way." She looked up piteously to the crucifix that hung on the wall opposite. "You thought me unkind when you were engaged--I know you did. I didn't know what to think--I was so upset by it all. But, oh! how I have prayed since I came back that he might marry, and have children,--and a little happiness. He is not forty yet--and he has had a hard life. How he will be missed here, too! Who can ever take his place? Why, he has made it all! And he loves his work. Of course I see that--now--he thinks it a sin--what happened last year--your engagement. But all the same, he can't tear his heart away from you. I can't understand it. It seems to me almost terrible--to love as he loves you." "Dear Augustina, don't--don't say such things." The girl fell on her knees beside her stepmother. Her pride was broken; her face convulsed. "Why, you don't know, dear! He has lost all love for me. He says hard things to me even. He judges me like--like a stranger." She looked at Augustina imploringly through her tears. "Did he scold you just now about the relic? But it was _because_ it was you. Nobody else could have made him angry about such a thing. Why, he would have just laughed and pitied them!--you know he would. But you--oh, Laura, you torture him!" Laura hid her face, shaking with the sobs she tried to control. Her heart melted within her. She thought of that marked book upon his table. "And Laura," said the sighing thread of a voice, "how _can_ you be wiser than all the Church?--all these generations? Just think, dear!--you against the Saints and the Fathers, and the holy martyrs and confessors, from our Lord's time till now! Oh! your poor father. I know. But he never came near the faith, Laura--how could he judge? It was not offered to him. That was my wicked fault. If I had been faithful I might have gained my husband. But Laura"--the voice grew so eager and sharp--"we judge no one. We must believe for ourselves the Church is the only way. But God is so merciful! But you--it _is_ offered to you, Laura. And Alan's love with it. Just so little on your part--the Church is so tender, so indulgent! She does not expect a perfect faith all at once. One must just make the step blindly--_obey_--throw oneself into her arms. Father Leadham said so to me one day---not minding what one thinks and believes--not looking at oneself--just obeying--and it will all come!" But Laura could not speak. Little Augustina, full of a pleading, an apostolic strength, looked at her tenderly.