"Just one ambition stands out above every other," continued the man with
a noble earnestness—"the ambition to make you happy—to protect you, to
worship you, and to help you do the things you want to do in the world.
For marriage isn’t a selfish thing! It doesn’t mean the extinction of a
woman’s career in order that a man may have his. It is the surrender of
each to the other for the greater happiness and the higher power of
both."
Suddenly a choke came in the big man’s voice.
"That’s what I feel, my dear girl," he concluded abruptly, with an
excess of reverence in his tones, "and that’s what I want to do!"
As he spoke, John had lifted her hands higher and higher till one rested
on each of his shoulders. Man and woman, they looked straight into each
other’s eyes, as they had that day upon the cliff, but this time it was
his lip that quivered and his eyes that misted over.
Bessie, sobered for a moment almost to a sense of unworthiness, as she
felt all at once what it meant for a great-hearted man to so declare
himself to a woman, saw something in that growing mist which impelled
her to immediately reward the tenderness of such devotion with a frank
confession of her own.
"Well," she breathed naïvely, "you have my permission to do all those
things. I’m sure, John, the biggest fact, the biggest love, the biggest
career in the world for me is just you!"
Bessie accompanied the words with an ecstatic little shrug of the
shoulders and a self-abandoning toss of the head.
Reverently John pressed his lips upon hers and held her close for a
very, very long time; while a thrill of indescribable bliss surged over
and engulfed him. His embrace was gentle, even reverent; but it seemed
he could not let her out of his arms. Here at last was one treasure he
could never surrender; one renunciation he could never make.
"And to think," sighed Bessie, after a long and blissful silence,
finding such rapture in nestling in those strong arms that she was still
unwilling to lift her head from where she could feel the beating of his
happy heart, "to think how long we have loved each other without
expressing it; how loyal we have been to each other’s love even before
we had grown to recognize it for what it truly was."
Bessie looked up suddenly. It seemed to her that John’s heart had done
a funny thing; that it staggered and missed a beat.
But John ignored her look. His face was set and stubborn. He changed
his position slightly and gathered her yet more determinedly in his
arms, so that Bessie felt again how strong he was, and how much it means
to woman’s life to add a strength like that.
"Do you know, John," she prattled presently, out of the deepening bliss
which this enormous sense of security inspired, "do you know that I used
to fear for you? For me rather! To fear," she exclaimed with a happily
apologetic little laugh, "that you might fall in love with Marien
Dounay!"
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