"But," he struggled, looking with moist, appealing eyes, first at
Hamilton and then at Harding, "I have not been ordained, and I have no
call!"
"No call?" queried Dean Hamilton, laughing nervously, as was his way of
modifying the intensity of the situation. "Your capacity to do is your
call."
"Being honest with yourself, do you not believe that you can save this
church?" argued Brother Harding.
John felt that he could, but his soul still strained within him, and his
eyes roved over the audience, the corners of the room and the very beams
in the ceiling, as if seeking a way of escape.
Suddenly a man stood up in the back of the church.
"Will he take a side?" this man demanded excitedly, with hoarse
impatience. "What side is he on?"
The very crassness of this partisan creature, so seething with personal
feeling that he understood nothing of the young man’s agony of soul,
lashed the tender sensibilities of Hampstead like a scourge, so that all
his nature rose in protest. From a figure of cowering doubt, he
suddenly stood forth bold and challenging.
"No!" he thundered. "I will not take a side! The curse of God is upon
sides, and every man and every woman who takes a side in His church! I
will take the Lord’s side. I challenge every one of you who is willing
to leave his or her petty personal feeling in this controversy, for
to-night and forever, to come out here and stand beside me. I place my
life career upon the issue. I will let your coming be my call. If you
call me, I will answer. If you do not, God has set me free from any
responsibility to you."
The questioning partisan sank down abashed before such prophetic fervor.
John stood waiting. No eye looked at any other eye but his. The
silence was electric and pregnant, but brief, broken almost immediately
by a low, rumbling sound and the rattle of wheels against chairs. The
Angel of the Chair, propelling her vehicle herself, was coming to take
her place beside John.
She had barely reached the front when the tall form of Elder Burbeck was
seen to advance stiffly and offer his hand to Hampstead.
The venerable Elder Lukenbill, goat-whiskered and doddering, leader of
the Aleshire faction, hesitated only long enough to gloat a little at
this spectacle of his rival, Burbeck, eating humble pie, and then,
prodded from behind, arose and careened on weak knees down the aisle.
Others began to follow, till presently it seemed that the whole church
was moving; everybody stood up, everybody slipped forward, or tried to.
Failing that, they spoke, or laughed, or sobbed, or shook hands with
themselves or some one near; then craned on tiptoe to see what was
happening down where half the church was massed about the two elders,
about the Dean and the Evangelist and John.
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