Gone to San Francisco! Worse and worse. Rollie huddled in his chair.
But there was still a grain of hope. Sam might be mistaken, or the trip
might be a short one, or the minister might have left a telephone number
that would reach him.
But the voice of Rose Langham dashed these hopes one by one. Her
brother had gone to San Francisco on an uncertain quest; he would not be
back until very late at night, and he had no idea himself where in the
city his search would lead him.
For the second time that day Rollie found himself in a state bordering
on physical collapse. The very stars were fighting against him. After
the strain of a year in which the fear of detection, however masked, had
always been present, his nerves were in none too good condition, anyway.
The events of the last twenty-four hours had racked them to the limit of
self-control. And yet, when safely past the danger of discovery of his
defalcation, the growing sense of the enormity of the crime of theft had
brought him to a point where in sheer self-defense he felt he must seize
the jewels and literally fling them at their owner. Now, goaded,
tricked, tantalized, defeated—everything was in a conspiracy against
him! It was enough to drive a man insane. Burbeck felt himself very
near the maniacal point. Again he was seeing things. One moment the
street outside was full of patrol wagons, all ringing their gongs at
once, while platoons of police were marching and surrounding the bank.
Another moment he had decided to anticipate the police by rushing out to
the corner by the plaza, tossing his hat high in the air, and shouting
and shrieking until a crowd had gathered, when he would exhibit the
diamonds and proclaim himself the thief.
But he was spared the possibility of this insane freak by the fact that
he could not exhibit the diamonds. They were in the vault. Damn the
vault! To hell with them! To hell with everything! To hell with
himself! That was where he was going!
Suddenly he looked up, trembling. Mercer, the assistant cashier whose
desk was next to his own, must have overheard him. But no, Mercer was
calmly writing. He had heard nothing, because nothing had been spoken.
Rollie had been thinking in shouts, not speaking. And yet he looked
about him wonderingly, like a man coming out of a temporary aberration.
"I will be shouting it next," he said to himself. "I am getting dotty;
I’ll burst if I have to hold this much longer. I’ll burst and give the
whole thing away."
His hat had been pushed back from his brow; he drew it forward and down
until it shaded his face, and then with his jaws set in the most
determined mood he could muster, he walked out of the bank and piloted
his steps, with knees that were sometimes stiff and sometimes tottering,
in the direction of the Hotel St. Albans.
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