"I feared you would take it too lightly," she reflected. "Youth always
does that. For this world about you to turn and gnash you is mere human
nature, which it is your business to understand. Has it never occurred
to you that the same voices who upon Sunday cried out: ’Hosannah,
Hosannah to the son of David!’ upon Friday shouted: ’Away with him!
Crucify him! Crucify him!’"
"But I am innocent," Hampstead protested, though weakly.
"And so was He," Mrs. Burbeck replied simply.
"But He was worthy to suffer. I am not," murmured Hampstead humbly.
"Sometimes," suggested the sweet-voiced woman, "suffering makes us
worthy."
"But," affirmed the minister, his fighting spirit coming back to him, "I
can prove my innocence!"
The face of Mrs. Burbeck lighted. "Then you must," she said decisively.
"You give me hope when you say that. It was to tell you that I came,
fearful that you would rely upon the public to assume your innocence
until your guilt was proven. Alas, they are more likely to assume the
contrary, to hold you guilty until you prove yourself innocent."
"I have been made to see that already," replied Hampstead. "At first,
no doubt, I did underestimate the gravity of the situation. You have
helped me to appraise its dangers more accurately."
But Mrs. Burbeck had more important advice to give.
"Yes," she went on half-musingly, because tactfulness appeared to
suggest that form of utterance, "you will have to vindicate yourself
absolutely. It is a practical situation. The danger is not that you
will be convicted and sent to jail. Nobody believes that, I should say.
The danger is that a question-mark will be permanently attached to your
name and character. The Reverend John Hampstead, interrogation point!
Is he a thief, or not? Did he compromise himself, or not? Is he weak,
or not? This is the thing to fear, the thing that would condemn you and
brand you as stripes brand a convict."
For a tense, reflective moment the minister’s lips had grown dry and
bloodless; and then he confessed grudgingly: "I begin to see that you
are right."
"You should begin your defense by a counter-attack," Mrs. Burbeck
continued, feeling that the man was sufficiently aroused now to
appreciate the importance of vigorous defensive actions. "Declare your
disbelief that the diamonds have actually been stolen. Get out a
warrant of search, and you will probably find them now concealed among
her effects. At any rate this counter-search would hold the public
verdict in suspense; and it would be like your well-known aggressive
personality. If the search fails to reveal them, if her diamonds really
are stolen, your complete vindication must depend upon the capture and
exposure of the real thief."
Hampstead wiped his moist brow nervously. It was uncannily terrible
that this woman of all persons in the world should say this to him.
However, he had sufficient presence of mind to urge:
"But how unjust to force a contract like that upon me."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account