Through these paragraphs the mind of young Burbeck scrambled like a
terrier digging for a rat, pawing his way desperately to make sure of
the answer to his one, all-consuming question: Was the preacher still
standing? The first paper declared accusingly that he was; that, like a
guilty man taking advantage of technicalities, he refused to speak. The
second paper affirmed the same, but with even greater emphasis, though
without the meaner implication.
In the spread-out story there were set forth details and conjectures
innumerable that would have interested and amazed Rollie, if his mind
had been able to grasp them at all; but it was not. It fastened upon
the one thing of ultimate significance in his present water-logged
state. Hugging in his arms the papers which conveyed this supreme
assurance to him, as if they had been the spar to which his soul was
clinging, he rolled over upon the bed with a sigh of intense relief and
sank instantly into long and unbroken sleep.
Hunger wakened him at eight in the evening; but instead of ringing for
food, he asked for the evening papers. Again their message was
reassuring. His nerves were stronger now; his soul was gaining the
respite which it needed. He dispatched a messenger to his home for
fresh linen and a business suit, turned on the water in the bath,
arranged for the presence of a barber in his room in fifteen minutes,
and the service of a hearty dinner in the same place in thirty.
The refreshment of invigorating sleep, plus the spectacle of John
Hampstead, that Atlas of a man, standing rock-like beneath the world of
another’s burden, had inspired Rollie sufficiently to enable him to
resume once more the pose of his presumed position in life. To be sure,
he was still under the spell of his fear,—and could not see himself as
yet doing one thing to weaken the pressure upon his benefactor.
For this dastardly inactivity he suffered a flood of self-reproaches,
but stemmed them with reflections upon the irreproachable character of
the minister, and his impregnable position in the community. He
reflected how futile and puerile all the endeavors of the newspapers to
involve this good man in scandal must prove. How ridiculous the idea
that he could be a common thief! How suddenly the wide, sane public,
after a day or two’s debauch of excitement, would turn and bestow again
their unwavering confidence upon this man and laurel his brow with fresh
and more permanent expressions of their regard for his high character.
Reflections like this, winged by his own inside knowledge of the true
greatness of the victim, together with the soothing influence of a bath,
the ministrations of a skilled barber, and the sedative effects of a
good dinner, sent young Burbeck to his home somewhere about ten o’clock
in the evening, to all appearances quite his usual, happy-looking self.
The telephone had apprised his mother of his coming, and she had
remained up to meet him.
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