But with the narrative concluded, the duty of each was still plain. The
silence must be kept. Moreover, in this revulsion of feeling from doubt
to active sympathy, the minister perceived that things were going very
hardly with the young man. Knowing Miss Dounay now rather well, he was
able to understand, even without explanation, the paralyzing fear which
had kept Rollie dumb for these three days, and to realize that his
coming even tardily was a sign of some renascence of moral courage.
This perception quickened both the minister’s sympathy and his interest
in his duty. He was able to interrogate the young man considerately and
to put him gradually somewhat at his ease, and this so tactfully as to
make it seem to Rollie that, his delay in coming was half a virtue and
that the act of coming itself was a supreme moral victory which gave
promise of greater victories to come.
But it did not require this exhibition of magnanimity to bring young
Burbeck to finish his story with an outpouring of the bitter
self-reproaches he had for two days been heaping upon himself.
"I never realized before what a despicable coward sin or crime can make
of a man," he concluded. "This spectacle of you bearing uncomplainingly
upon your back the burden of my guilt before this whole community sets
something burning in me like a fire. It has given me courage to come
here. Sometimes in the last few hours I have almost had the courage to
come out and tell the truth, to denounce this devilish woman for what
she is, and to take my guilt upon myself."
For a moment Rollie’s eyes opened till a ring of white appeared about
the iris, and he shifted his position dizzily.
"But," exclaimed the minister with sudden apprehension and an outburst
of great earnestness, "you must not. You must consider your mother. I
command you to consider her above everything else! I should forbid you
to speak for her sake, if nothing else were involved. I do want you to
become brave enough to take this guilt upon yourself, if circumstances
permit it; but, they do not permit. Besides," and the minister shook
his head sadly, "even that would now be powerless to relieve me from
these awful consequences. I might be proved spotlessly innocent of the
charge of theft, and yet my reputation would still be hopelessly ruined.
It has cost me all, Rollie—all!"
The minister and the penitent, the innocent and the guilty, drew
together for the moment linked by that bond of sympathy which invariably
exists when one man suffers willingly in the cause of another, and is
heightened when the sufferer winces under the pain.
"Even," the minister labored on, "even that hope of Her, of which I told
you the other day, has been torn from me."
Rollie’s face turned a more ghastly white.
"That?" he murmured huskily.
"That!" assented the minister, with a grave, downward bend of the head.
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