Hampstead’s sad face lighted with sheer joy at her manner. It was such
a relief that she had not come to commiserate him. His mood was
extremely subtle. It irritated him to be pitied; it stung him to be
doubted. He only wanted to be believed and to be encouraged by those who
did believe him. This fragile blossom of a woman who, with all her
gentleness and weakness, had yet in her breast the battling spirit of
the martyrs of old, touched just the right note, as after an interval of
sympathetic silence, she asked gently, with a voice full of the
tenderest consideration, "Can you—can you see it to the end?"
"To the end?"
Hampstead lifted his brows gravely. "You mean—conviction?"
"Yes," she answered with that simple directness which showed that she
was blinking no phase of the question. "Is the issue big enough to
require such a sacrifice?"
"Oh, I think it is too improbable it could go to that length," Hampstead
answered thoughtfully.
"But it might! Is it worth it?" Mrs. Burbeck persisted.
The calm sincerity of her manner poised the question like a lance aimed
at his heart.
Hampstead hesitated. He really had not thought as far as this, any
farther in fact than the hateful smudge of the thumb print and the
picture in the Gallery of Rogues. But now, with her considerately
calculating glances upon him, he did think that far, weighing all his
hopes, his work, his position at the head of All People’s, his priceless
liberty, his fathomless love for Bessie, against the pledged word of a
priest to a weak and penitent thief, whose soul at this moment trembled
on the brink, suspended alone by the spectacle of the integrity of the
confessor to his vow.
He weighed his duty to this thief now somewhat as five years before he
had weighed his duty to Dick and Tayna against the supreme ambition of
his life. The stakes then, on both sides, large as they had seemed,
were infinitely smaller than the values at issue now. Looking back,
John knew that then he had not only made the right decision, but the
best decision for himself. He thought that he was humbling himself; but
instead he had exalted himself.
But now the lines were not so sharply drawn. He was renouncing his very
position and power to do his duty.
"Is it?"
Mrs. Burbeck half-looked and half-breathed this gentle reminder that she
had asked her pastor a question.
"I believe," said the minister, revealing frankly the trend of his
thought, "that the nearest duty is the greatest duty; that the man who
spares himself for some great task will never come to a great task. I
hold that a man ought to be true in any relation of life; and when the
issue is drawn between one duty and another, he should try to determine
calmly which is the highest duty and be true to that. I shall try to be
that in this case—even to conviction!"
The sheen upon the face of the woman as she listened was as great as the
glow upon the face of the man as he spoke.
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