The upper lip of Burbeck curled till it showed a tooth and then
straightened out again. The minister continued to speak:
"To resign now would amount to a confession of guilt. To force me to
resign would be an act of treachery. I am guilty of nothing, proven
guilty of nothing. I am assailed because of the whimsical caprice of a
half-crazed woman. I am temporarily helpless before that assault
because I am faithful to my vows as a minister of All People’s, vows
which I took kneeling, with your hand upon my head. In spirit I am
unscathed, as your own observations must show you. If my reputation is
wounded, it is a wound sustained in the course of my duty, and it is the
part of All People’s and every member of it to rally valiantly to my
support. If I were not persuaded that they would do this, I should be
gravely disheartened."
The manner in which Hampstead spoke was clearly disconcerting to the
Elder. He felt again that consciousness of moral superiority before
which he had bowed until bowing had become a habit. But now he had more
information. Reason stiffened the back of prejudice. He knew that this
assumption of the minister was a pose. His conviction was this time
strong enough to avert its spell; and he answered unmoved, except to
deeper feeling, with still harsher utterance:
"Then Hampstead, you will be disheartened! All People’s shall never
support you again. I have called a meeting of the official board for
to-night. I shall present a resolution declaring the pulpit vacant. If
they recommend it, it will be acted upon to-morrow morning by the
congregation. If they do not receive it, I shall myself bring it before
the congregation."
A look of deepening pain crossed the features of the minister.
"Not to-morrow," he pleaded, his voice choking strangely; "not
to-morrow. I have been counting greatly on to-morrow. It has been a
hard week. Man!" and Hampstead suddenly arose, "man, have you not heart
enough to realize what this has been to me. I long passionately for the
privilege of standing again in the pulpit of All People’s. I want them
to see how undaunted in spirit I am. I want them to judge for
themselves the mark of conscious innocence upon my face. I want to feel
myself once more under the gaze of a thousand pairs of eyes, every one
of which I know is friendly. I want the whole of Oakland to know that
my church is solidly behind me; that though in a Court of Justice I am
’Held to Answer’, in the Court of the Lord and before the jury of my own
church, I stand approved, with the very stigma of official shame
recognized as a decoration of honor."
Hampstead had walked around the desk. He lifted his hand in appeal and
sought to lay it upon the shoulder of the Elder to express the sympathy
and the need of sympathy which he felt.
But Burbeck deliberately moved out of reach, replying sternly and
perhaps vindictively:
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