When at the close of the service Doctor Hampstead undertook to mingle
among his people, according to custom, he found a minority hysterically
hearty in their assurances of confidence, sympathy, and support; but the
majority avoided him. Instead of enduring this and withering under it,
the minister was roused into something like aggression. By confronting
and accosting them, he forced aloof individuals to address him. He made
his way into groups that did not open readily to receive him. In all
conversations he frankly recognized his position, made it the uppermost
topic, and solicited opinion and advice. He even eavesdropped a little.
Once people opened their mouths upon the subject, he was astonished at
their frankness. When the sum total of the impressions thus gathered
was organized and deductions made, he was stunned almost to cynicism by
their results. Of course, no one indicated that they believed him
guilty of theft, and in the main all accepted his defense as the true
defense. But they found him guilty of folly—a folly with a woman.
Whether it was merely a folly and not a sin, it appeared was not to
greatly alter penalties.
Yet justice must be done these people. They felt sorry for their
minister and showed it; and they only shrank from him to avoid showing
something else that would hurt him. They still acknowledged their debts
of personal gratitude to him, but now they experienced a feeling of
superiority. Their weaknesses had overtaken them in private; his had
caught up with him under the spotlight’s glare. They looked upon him
with commiseration, pityingly, but from a lofty height. Besides which,
they accused him of an overt offense. He had brought shame on All
People’s. He had preached to them this morning upon the duty of being
true; but he had himself not been true—to the proud self-interest of All
People’s.
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