Taking Bessie by the hand, he led her to this tiny haven.
"Oh, John," she murmured, with a flutter in her voice and a sudden gust
of happy tears, as she cuddled down against his shoulder, "it has been
such a long, cruel wait, hasn’t it? Such a hilly, roundabout way that
we have traveled to know and get to each other at last."
"But now it’s over," he breathed contentedly, swaying her body gently
with his own.
As if a tide had taken them, they drifted out; two argonauts upon the
sea of love with the window seat for a bark, and soon were cruising far
out of sight of land. There was little talk. Words were so unnecessary.
To feel the presence of each other was quite enough. For the time
being, degrees and careers and private cars, courts and newspapers,
actresses and diamonds, elders and church trials, were sunk entirely
below the horizon.
Bessie was first to come back from this nebulous state of bliss to the
more tangible realities of the situation. With her lover so close and so
secure, she experienced a stirring of possessive instincts accompanied
by an impulse to caretaking. John was hers now, and he required
attention. With a soft hand she smoothed the yellow locks backward from
his brow. With pliant fingers she sought to iron out the lines of care
from his face, and with lingering, affectionate lips to kiss the
tear-stiffness from his eyelids.
To the man of loneliness, these attentions were exquisitely delightful.
They soothed and fortified him. They calmed his nerves and ministered to
clarity of thought. This was well, for there were things that needed to
be said as well as those which needed to be done.
Dusk was falling. John arose, lighted a pendant bulb in the center of
the long attic, and sat down again, taking Bessie’s hand in his while he
told her the story of the diamonds as he had told it in court—told her
so much and no more; then stopped. The cessation was abrupt, decisive,
but also interrogatory. John could not tell Bessie more than he could
tell any one else and be true to his vow. Would she appreciate this and
acquiesce? Or would she resent it?
Bessie understood the question in the silence. Her answer was to
snuggle closer and after allowing time for this action to interpret
itself, to say:
"That must be the bravest, hardest thing you have done, John dear; to
stop just there, when telling me."
"It was," he answered softly.
"It makes me trust you further than ever," she assured him, passing her
hand under his chin and pulling his cheek to hers, again with that
instinct of possession. "You must not be less true but more, because of
me," she breathed softly.
"But there is one thing I can tell you," he continued, "which no one
else knows nor can know now."
And then he told her of Marien’s visit. The girl listened at first with
cheeks flaming hot and her blue eyes fixed and sternly hard. Yet as the
narrative proceeded, she grew thoughtful and then considerate, breaking
in finally with:
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