"If the pastor did not respect the eldership sufficiently to advise it,
I think it can hardly be expected of him to advise the congregation; or
that the congregation would take his advice if he gave it."
The face of Hampstead whitened, and his muscles strained in his body.
This was really a mean speech of Elder Burbeck, yet he did not wish to
be mean. He meant only to be just—to All People’s church. His zeal on
the one hand, his prejudgment upon the other, had led him to consider no
procedure as proper that did not look immediately to the hurling down of
the usurper.
"The pastor is not at issue," he concluded with heat almost unholy. "It
is the good name of All People’s that is at issue."
The face of Hampstead whitened a little more.
"But," persisted Brother Hinton; "let our pastor make his answer to the
charges, that we may determine for ourselves what is the issue."
Enough had been said. John Hampstead stood tall and statue-like in the
aisle, with the manner of a man about to speak the very soul out of
himself, if need be. Before this manner, Elder Burbeck recoiled a
little, as he knew he must, if this man asserted himself. For one
despairing moment the good man felt that the cause of righteousness was
lost. But something in the manner of the minister himself reassured the
Elder. The man’s soul went back a little from his eyes,—receded, as it
were, like a tide, while he turned toward the congregation and in
kindly, patient tones began:
"I cannot speak to charges, Brother Hinton! None are presented against
me. It was for this reason that I refused to appear before the
eldership. This resolution is not a charge. It is an assault. There
is no proposal on the part of this Board to find out if I am guilty of
anything. They propose a course which assumes my guilt to be of no
importance. I tell you that it is of all importance.
"Perhaps, brethren, I have been too reticent. Perhaps the peculiar
circumstances out of which this congregation has grown during the five
years of my ministry have made it difficult for all of us to see aright
or to act aright in this trying situation. I stand before you to some
extent a victim of misplaced confidence in you. I was surprised that
the newspapers should inflame public opinion against me. I was
surprised that a Court of Justice should hold me to answer for this
improbable crime. Yet, during all these, to me, cataclysmic, happenings
of the past week, I have looked to the loyalty of this church with an
assurance that never wavered; an assurance that in the light of what is
happening to-night seems more tragic than anything else. I never had a
thought that you would not stand by me, at least until I was found to be
guilty."
A note of pathos had crept into the minister’s voice. The gallery
listened intent and breathless. Elder Burbeck felt an irritation in his
throat.
But the minister was continuing:
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