"There you are!" ejaculated Hampstead. "’Had been smirched.’ Your
chairman’s phraseology shows that he assumes that my name has been
smirched. I deny it. I indignantly reject the specious argument that
the action of this church to-night does not amount to a trial. Before
the eyes of the world you are finding me guilty. You place upon me a
stigma as a minister that will follow wherever I go, the inference of
which is unescapable. From the hour when I became the minister of this
congregation until now, I have gone about as a servant of the One
Master, according to my judgment and my capacity. The point of view of
the authors of this resolution seems to be that I have been the servant
of this congregation; that I may be hired or discharged, that I am
theirs, that I have been working for them. That was a mistake! It is a
mistake. I know you have paid me a salary, but I have never felt that
it conferred upon me any obligation to you. I thought you gave the money
to God, and that he gave it to me, and that with it I was to serve Him
and not you. That service was rendered in all good conscience to this
hour. Are you now presuming to oust me because I can no longer serve
God? Or because you are unwilling for me longer to serve you?
"Your Board has asked me to resign. To resign would be a confession of
guilt. I do not feel guilty. I am not guilty. My conscience is clear.
Personally, I was never so satisfied that I was doing right as now.
"Sometimes I must have done the wrong thing. Looking back, it seems to
me now that sometimes when you approved most heartily, when the public
ovations were the loudest, the thing achieved was either of doubtful
worth or very transitory. The present case touches fundamental issues.
It has to do with one of the most sacred duties of the minister.
"The resolution to which I am entitled from this congregation is a
resolution of absolute confidence. There is but one other resolution
that could adequately express the situation, and that is the one which
is proposed by the Board. If you cannot pass the resolution of
confidence, I think that you should pass the one that has been proposed.
That is the advice which I have to offer. That is the answer which I
make to this unjust, this unchristian assault upon your pastor in the
moment when, tried as he has never been tried before, he needs your
loyalty and confidence more than he can ever need it again."
Hampstead sat down. He had spoken with far more feeling than he had
intended, but he had exhibited much less than he experienced.
Yet the total effect of his words was less happy than his friends had
hoped. Instead of appealing to his auditors, he appeared to arraign
them. Elder Burbeck was greatly relieved. He saw that this arraignment
had antagonized and solidified his own cohorts.
But the tall man with the lofty brow was on his feet again.
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