Rollie’s confession in detail was addressed to the congregation as a
whole, and he finished with his arms extended and chest thrown forward
like a man who had bared his soul.
After standing for a moment motionless, his eyes turned to his mother,
and with a low cry he dashed to where Hampstead was bending over her.
She lay chalk-white and motionless, one hand in her lap, the other
swinging pendant, the hand that had just been raised to vote. The eyes
were closed; the lips half parted; the expression of her face, if
expression it might be termed, one of utter exhaustion of vital forces.
For a moment the young man stood transfixed by the spectacle of what he
had done. How shadow thin she looked! This was not the figure of a
woman, but some exquisite pattern of the spiritual draped limply in this
chair.
And yet, as if affected by his appealing gaze, the features moved, some
of the looseness departed from the corners of the mouth, the eye-lashes
fluttered and a delicate tint showed upon the cheek, disappeared, came
again, and went away again; but with each appearance lingered longer.
The lips moved too as if a breath were passing through them; almost
indistinguishably and yet surely, the bosom of her dress stirred,
collapsed, and stirred again. The young man had rather unconsciously
seized both wilted hands, forcing the minister somewhat away in order to
do so. It was his mother. He had struck her defenseless head this
blow. Unmindful of the sudden awe of silence about him, followed by
murmurings, ejaculations, and then a universal stir of feet, the blank
looks, the questionings, the staring wonder with which neighbor looked
to neighbor, the young man watched intently that stirring of the mother
breast until it became regular and rhythmical.
The lips were moving now again; but this time as if in the formation of
words. Rollie bent low, until his ear was close.
"Let me think, let me think," the lips murmured wearily. "My son—was a
defaulter and a thief—John Hampstead knew. John Hampstead showed him
the better way." She turned her head weakly and eased her body in the
chair, as if to make even this slight effort at conversation less
laborious, and then began to speak once more:
"But he was not strong enough to walk that better way, so John Hampstead
took the burden upon his own shoulders and carried it until my boy was
strong enough to bear it for himself."
Sufficient strength had returned for one of her hands to exert a
pressure on the hand that held it.
"Yes, mother," Rollie breathed fervently into her ear.
"But now," and the voice gained more volume, "but now he is strong
enough. He has done a brave and noble thing at last. I forget my shame
in pride and gratitude to God for my son that was lost and is alive
again—forever more."
The last tone flowed out upon the current of a long, wavering sigh,
which seemed to take the final breath from her body.
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