When one goes supperless to bed, dreams come lightly and are fantastic.
John’s dreams were of banqueting after the play with Marien Dounay.
Greenroom gossip had it that Marien lived royally but in modest thrift;
that her French maid, Julie, was also cook and housekeeper; that
Marian’s disposition was domestic and yet convivial. That instead of a
supper down town in one of the brilliant cafés, she preferred the
seclusion of her small but cozy apartment, and the triumphs of Julie at
a tiny gas grill, supplemented and glorified by her own skill with the
chafing dish. That there were nights when she supped alone, but others
when a lady or two, or much more likely a gentleman, or mayhap two
gentlemen were honored with invitations to this feast of goddesses; for
tiny, efficient, ambidextrous Julie was in her way as much of an
aristocrat as her mistress, and as skillful in imparting the suggestion
that she was herself of some superior clay. Subject to the whims of her
mistress, she, too, had whims, and made men—and women—not only respect
but admire them. Rumor said that if an invitation to one of these
midnight revels with toothsome food under the personal direction of this
flashing beauty ever came, it was on no account to be despised,
especially if a man were hungry either for beauty or for food.
John Hampstead was hungry for food, and now he began to feel hungry also
for beauty. This last was really a new appetite. John, through all his
struggling years, had of course his thoughts of woman as all men have,
but vaguely, as something a long way off, indefinitely postponed. Yet
ever since he carried Lygia in his arms, these thoughts of woman had
been recurring as something nearer, more tangible, and more necessary
even. As for that kiss in the garden scene of _East Lynne_! Well,
there was something wonderfully awakening in that kiss. It was worlds
different from that brotherly, sympathetic little kiss he had given
Bessie yonder upon the rocks.
By the way,—why did Bessie cry? He used to wonder sometimes why she
did! And why did Marien Dounay taunt him till he was angry enough to
beat her,—and then kiss him?
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