This letter stirred John to immediate action. He rushed to the
long-distance telephone. The telegraph was not quick enough.
"Please reassure my sister immediately," John telephoned to Doctor
Morrison. "Every provision will be made for her care and that of the
children." Not satisfied with this, John sent a telegram to his sister
direct and to the same effect.
These messages were dispatched as the first and most natural impulses of
the brother’s heart, without pause to consider the responsibilities
involved; and then, having no appetite for breakfast, John returned to
his room to write to Rose.
Poor Rose! And poor old Charles! Such an end for him. No great
pictures painted; no roseate successes gathered; just to follow his
vision on and on until in absent-minded admiration of a sunset glow he
stepped off the brow of El Capitan in Yosemite and fell hundreds of feet
to death. Yet John’s grief was strangely tempered by the thought that
somehow this death was fitting. It was like the man’s life. In art he
had tried to walk the heights with no solid ground of ability beneath,
and he had fallen into the bottomless abyss of failure.
For a moment John pitied Charles greatly; yet when he thought of Rose,
prostrated, as he was sure, not by grief, but by long anxieties, his
feeling turned to one of reproach. When he thought of the children left
fatherless, with no provision for their future or that of Rose, the
reproach turned to bitterness. He found himself judging Charles very
sternly, and a verse from scripture came into his mind,—something about
the man who provides not for his own being worse than a murderer.
But in the midst of this condemnation, Hampstead’s jaw dropped, and he
sat staring at the pen with which he was preparing to write. The
expression on the man’s face had changed from concern to one of agony.
When the pain passed, his features were gray and tenantless, almost the
look of the dead; for John Hampstead had suddenly perceived that _his
stage career was ended_!
Rose, Dick and Tayna were now "his own." To give Rose the best of care,
upon which his heart had instantly determined, he must have what were to
him large sums of money weekly and monthly; money for nurses, money for
doctors, for sanitariums possibly; and perhaps Dick and Tayna must be
sent to boarding-school or some place like that for the present, while
their higher education must also be considered and provided for.
John knew he could never do these things and follow the stage. He could
succeed upon the stage; he had proven that, to his own satisfaction at
least; but he could not make money there yet, not for years and years.
Marien was right. If he persisted, rewards would come and affluence.
But they would come at the other end of life. He must have them now.
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