"That was the point that commended her to me. Mrs. Davis was opposed to
it and suggested private teachers. Mrs. Howard thought she desired to
keep the whole control and supervision of the girl, and I, too, consider
it a brave resolve on her part. I was very much interested in Mrs.
Howard's account, though I had in my mind the ordinary country girl
whose education had been neglected. And when she came I really was
puzzled to know where to place her. She could not affiliate with the
girls of her age, and it would be too mortifying to be put with those so
much younger. So there was nothing but for her to find her own level, to
choose or be chosen by some friendly disposed girl. She will make an
excellent scholar in time. She is very modest. I could wish she had not
quite so much humility. One would never suppose she was an heiress
already, having a much larger income than she can spend now, and the
certainty of being a rich woman five years hence. But she has a great
fear of being tolerated for the money's sake. There are girls who would
make it a strong point. So it seems as if in this friendship matter I
had to let her quite alone, though I have thought of two or three girls
who might take her up if they would. I have learned, however," and she
smiled a little, "that you cannot control these matters. Girls' likes
and dislikes are largely impulses of the present mood, and a belief in
self-knowledge, which they outgrow, fortunately. So I have been much
pleased to see you two drift together. Did she tell you her story?"
"Yes--at least she went briefly over it," returned Helen.
"She has not a girl's usual gift of elaboration, and that is a good
quality to miss, though years and experience do mend it. It is
unfortunate to begin life with the idea that you have had more trials or
sorrows or struggles, or even more joys and prosperity than anyone else.
Her life has been hard, but she has let it all drop behind her and wants
to press on to the next best, to something a great deal better;" and an
approving light shone in the elder woman's eyes. "She has a decided gift
for music, for certain kinds of literature, poetry especially, though I
do not think a casual observer would credit her with that. She has some
concise business ideas and works hard at mathematics. Perhaps the
shrewdness is one good quality she inherits from her grandfather. She is
an excellent reader, and it is fortunate that school training can direct
these tastes rather than the gossip and novels of fashionable life.
Although I was absolutely discouraged at first, I feel now that after a
year or two she will compare favorably with the average girl. Of course
we are all fond of the superior girls who do credit to a school, but
they are not very lavishly distributed."
"I am glad she is going to do so well," and Helen's face was bright
with generous emotions. "Only, she keeps looking at girls of her age,
and is rather discouraged because she is so far behind."
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