Léon led the conversation back to Madame’s unhappiness and away from
Rose’s eyes. He had not meant to be disloyal to Rose, he rather liked to
think of her as cold and proud. After a time Madame no longer tried to
send him back to Rose; she was a Frenchwoman, even if she was
broken-hearted, and she was not slow to understand Léon. “This type,”
she said to herself, “will always be with some woman or other--with me
he is safe! I shall send him back to her as he came even perhaps a
little wiser, a little more appreciative of her. I will do her no bad
turn, the little English wife.”
Madame Gérard had the best intentions, too. She had even better ones
than Léon, but neither of them perceived that they had them in the wrong
direction. Nevertheless, for a time all went well. Monsieur Gérard
studied for the coming opera season with a freer mind and in a better
temper.
Rose took long lessons from the nun, and as she slowly and painstakingly
began to master the intricate and exquisite language of her husband she
felt as if she were approaching his spirit, and preparing for herself
and for him a fresh world of understanding and companionship. Day by day
Léon brought her, with fresh enthusiasm, endless stories of his progress
with the affair Gérard. Some instinct in Rose told her that by the
length of these stories, and by Léon’s absorbed, invigorated returns to
her, their love was still safe.
She needed all the assurances that she could get, for she was very much
alone. She was always just the same to Léon; she spread about him the
warm, wide sea of her magnanimity; he was never to know she felt sad or
strange, or that she had a silly habit of almost crying when she walked
alone on the cliffs above the bright, transparent sea.
He wasn’t to dream that she minded his boating and driving and walking
with Madame Gérard, or that she kept explaining to herself how natural
it was for him to talk more and with more gaiety in French, and not to
care so much as he used to for moonlight in the garden.
She succeeded so entirely in the effect of appearing not to mind that
she thoroughly annoyed Léon.
He had been looking forward to a fresh drama with Rose, a little visible
but not fettering jealousy, a scene or two, even a few tears, wise and
tender explanation on his part, and passionate pleading upon her own.
But Rose’s passion was very quiet and it never occurred to it to plead.
She had no such intention, but she made Léon’s vanity smart, under her
daily serenity. “Is she made of wood--or of iron,” he asked himself
bitterly, “that she lets me live in the pocket of another woman even
during the honeymoon? What have I to look forward to--centuries of ice?”
He knew very well that there was no ice in Rose, but his bad conscience
enjoyed resentment very much. It was not only his vanity that was
injured, he began to be conscious of a secret fear.
Rose was to be his guardian angel in this affair--he mustn’t, whatever
happened, be allowed to lose his head.
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