But still he was not satisfied; his eyes continued to question her.
“It is from my heart,” she repeated firmly. He caught her to him and
kissed her, but it seemed to him even then as if he held something dead
in his arms, something which by no beat of the heart, by no single
spiritual response, met his. She gave him her lips.
For a long moment he held her, then she withdrew herself and moved away
from him. “No more,” she said gently. “To-night I shall expect you. I
will meet you at the turn of the road by the Madonna of the Rocks.”
She moved with him slowly towards the door. “_Voyons!_” she said before
they parted. “Don’t hurt her--don’t ever tell her--your young wife. She
is too good. A lie will cost you nothing. And, after all, if it was not
me--it would be some other woman soon--would it not? After all--” Her
voice faltered. Something in her wavered for a moment, something very
hard and deep, tried suddenly to melt. “After all,” said Léon gravely,
“this is the greatest proof I have to give. Take it as generously as I
give it!”
She looked at him with strange eyes. “We are both about to be very
generous, are we not?” she said with a dry little smile. “_Eh bien!_
Love is short and marriage is long--all the better for love--which sees
its end.”
Léon did not like this point of view. There was some truth in it, no
doubt, but it would have sounded better from the lips of a man. He
kissed her hands reproachfully. He could not think for the moment of
anything very beautiful to say about love, and Madame herself said no
more. She simply looked suggestively at the door.
After he had gone she stood where he had left her, clenching and
unclenching her small, firm hands.
“From my heart,” she whispered, “_Mon Dieu_--it appears so--from my
heart.”
CHAPTER XII
Rose was finishing a letter to Agatha on the balcony. She found it
difficult to write to her sisters, they seemed so very far away.
She was afraid, too, that they might find her letters dull. You couldn’t
go on describing the blue grotto; besides, neither Agatha nor Edith
cared for descriptions of scenery, they always skipped them in books;
and as far as Rose could tell nobody played any particular game in
Capri. Young men shot birds on Sunday afternoons when they could, but
they weren’t even the proper birds to shoot, so perhaps it was better
not to mention them.
When Rose wrote to her people she always said “we” even when she was
referring to things that she did by herself.
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