Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"I will tell you why," the girl answered, slowly and deliberately; "I
will tell you why, Mr. Austin; and then I shall seem utterly despicable
in your eyes, and it will be a very easy thing for you to blot my image
from your heart. I was a poor desolate girl; and I was worse than poor
and desolate, for the stain of my father's shameful history blackened
my name. It was a fine thing for such as me to win the love of an
honest man—a gentleman—who could shelter me from all the troubles of
life, and give me a stainless name and an honourable place in society.
I was the daughter of a returned convict, an outcast, and your love
offered me a splendid chance of redemption from the black depths of
disgrace and misery in which I lived. I was only mortal, Clement
Austin; what was there in my blood that should make me noble, or good,
or strong to stand against temptation? I seized upon the one chance of
my miserable life; I plotted to win your love. Step by step I lured you
on until you offered to make me your wife. That was my end and aim. I
triumphed; and for a time enjoyed my success, and the advantages that
it brought me. But I suppose the worst sinners have some kind of
conscience. Mine was awakened last night, and I resolved to spare you
the misery of being married to a woman who comes of such a race as that
from which I spring."
Nothing could be more callous than the manner with which Margaret
Wilmot had made this speech. Her tones had never faltered. She had
spoken slowly, pausing before every fresh sentence; but she had spoken
like a wretched creature, whose withered heart was almost incapable of
womanly emotion. Clement Austin looked at her with a blank wondering
stare.
"Oh! great heavens!" he cried at last; "how could I think it possible
that any man could be as cruelly deceived as I have been by this
woman!"
"I may go now, Mr. Austin?" said Margaret.
"Yes, you may go now—_you_, who once were the woman I loved; you, who
have thrown away the beautiful mask I believed in, and revealed to me
the face of a skeleton; you, who have lifted the silver veil of
imagination to show me the hideous ghastliness of reality. Go, Margaret
Wilmot; and may Heaven forgive you!"
"Do you forgive me, Mr. Austin?"
"Not yet. I will pray God to make me strong enough to forgive you!"
"Farewell, Clement!"
If my readers have seen _Manfred_ at Drury Lane, let them remember the
tone in which Miss Rose Leclercq breathed her last farewell to Mr.
Phelps, and they will know how Margaret Wilmot pronounced this mournful
word—love's funeral bell,—
"Farewell, Clement!"
"One word, Miss Wilmot," cried Mr. Austin. "I have loved you too much
in the past ever to become indifferent to your fate. Where are you
going?"
"To London."
"To your old apartments at Clapham?"
"Oh, no, no!"
"Have you money—money enough to last you for some time?"
"Yes; I have saved money."
"If you should be in want of help, will you let me help you?"
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